simptom pms dtg lagi

demmm aku sikda moood!!!! huwaa evything seeems not ok to me!! huwaaa penin kepala tgk file yg kena clear up g bilik eddc, be4 aku permanently stay level 2. esok kena cuti, sbb xde org jaga tisya since nenek lom discharge. hmm
And my boss was like " ek nak cuti lagi, 2x dah", dia lupa kot 3x tmasuk nxt week gawai.

May occurences

Looking at my blog's folder.. in brief, i just noticed, in May lots of occurence..but not much written here..

hardly had times with laptop, although i love writing, and sometimes too lazy to open the laptop. too lazy to wait until tisya is asleep. using iphone for blogging is ok but not so comfy writing.

next week travelling  back to hubby's hometown.. leave was approved 3 weeks earlier  :)

our house renovation was progressing fast,  there's a lot of  decision making needed, i'm enjoying the process so far.. best nyer!!

tisya is so so attached, very the manja to me... im gone for bout few minutes, she will start following me..i cant be out of her sight, unless she's busy on the table, or busy showering herself, or busy messing up my lipstick, makeups, skin care, loves relaxing with me & laying on my chest :). soooo the bestfriend ehhh????  oh this mth start using isomil back...

Owh my healthhhh??? lain kali lah if i feel like to share...

Grandpa..

I pray for my grandpa's well being.... today was the 2nd time he was admitted in colombia, after being discharged for only one day..

waiting by him made me cry. made me reminisce of him taking care of us when i'm small, fetching us from kindagarten, buying me dolls.. asking if me and riza wants anything from the market.. and remember there was a time I wanted a doll, he did buy for me :), and I remember slightly the doll's look. he used to remind me, to perform 5 times prayer. he was the first person to teach us to recite Al-Quran until finish (khatam). Alhamdulillah. He's the one who made us our very own swings (buaian) outside the house, teached us fishing, experience with animal-chicken, goose, goats.. etc. such an experience i wont ever forget..

Ya Allah... protect him. Amin.

Wedd in brunei

tadaa! saya bgmbr dgn ngah shj mama jgn jeles ok

 Halamak!!
how come aku lupa nk amik pics pengantin lam iphone. ada lam camera.
sibuk amik gmbr si chantek aku jek!


everything was smooth n ok!. haa nyesal tak amik gmbr dgn radzi n riza bebyk! dgn radzi satu pun xde.
pengantin n adik beradik dia.... smooth + flawless skin guna chanel ...makin lah smgt bkobar2 nak beli chanel. wangi sangat pipi dorang. i envy. cuma aku beli tak reti sgt pakai...nk buat jd secantik flawless tu,beli N guna MAC.. i tgk mcm foundation biasa saja.last2 sng lg pakai my bb cream.  nakk jugak!

tisya tdo lam car pegi n balik..she didnt vomit and im so relief. previous road trip she vomitted twice n cried loud, that was raya last year, on way back to belawai. this trip, i actually reserved several outfits in case she vomitted.
on the way back, slept on hubby's lap...tisya slept on my chest! hubby tido duduk lah...sweet tak tiga beranak ni? ?

pura2 tido tak nak bgmbr dgn mama

tgk tu saja tgk tmpt lain

huhuhu posing tak nak tgk camera

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Aku rindu....

Dalam hati ni ada byk org utk aku rindu dan sayang..
Im blessed to have all of them.. Fmly n frens..

Masa ni tgh rindu kt si chantek aku.. Terbyg2 kerenah dia..yg suka sembunyi tepi sukut2 sejak akhir2 ni.. Blaja dr aku lah tu.
Huhu x sbr balik nk berpelok bergomol2 dgn tisya chantek..

Td lunch xde geng. Ahhh dh keja suma independent. Bab tu ok lagi,kekdg rs cm
Bodo jek, bab lauk sama kat cafe tak ok.
Rindu kt kawan2 yg jauh d mata dekat di hati.. Walaupun sesekala je contact namun mereka ttp di hati..
Walaupun dkt 5 thn dh aku keja???Kenangan dgn kwn mmg best.What the???almost 5 thn since abis Degree..Mcm x percaya...Lama dh aku abis blaja. Tgk skrg ramai gak yg amik Master n some on e way gi PHD. Sungguh bertuah baby dlm perut mak dia tgh buat Master.

Rindu nk balik studyyyy!!! Haha berangan jek! Xde hati pun nk serius sambong!

Mothers day & si gigi tumbuh

Happy mothers day to all mothers outside there..! Masa tisya lam perut celeb kt imperial hotel buffet lunch... Last yt kt umah kot. Thn ni pun kt umah sbb tisya chantek demam. Jgn "inggar rAsa" or meluat k hehe sbb i panggil my girl si chantek kt umah.. Sbb bagi i dia lah budak chantek d mata i.

Thn ni ada 2 mothers day cake... Due to both parties not knowing one had bought one.
Ingat nak santai mkn keluar end up kt umah kfc, cake n lauk2. I pn xde plan nk msk pape sbb dh budget nk mkn kuar je.

Sbb tisya tumbuh gigi blkg yg ke-12.. Demam kali ni lama. Pagi tu panas betul bdn dia, mcm oven.. Cool fever pn haus dek panAs bdn dia. Dh masuk hari ke 4. Sgt lah jrg dia dmm, plg lama pn 1-2hari jek. Letak towel basah kt dahi. So i sms mom x jadik keluar. Mana tak smlm dmm we bwk jmp doc, pegi buat passport, main kt mcd permy, visit our house yg tgh renovate, ptg kuar lagik pegi tailor... Mana tak nyer xde rest my cha..

Sesungguh ny sgt lah best ada baby girl ni... Shes means everything :))

tisya chantek n mama

lama x update pics aku n my love tisya....

  

skrg ni habit baru..bukak sluar n pegi main mainan kat tepi sukut. marah kena psg balik.asal pegi sukut tu bukak sluar. aku rasa lah dia imagine dia gi kencing kot...ahhaah...sbb tu bukak sluar duduk kat mainan ala2 basikal yg dh disassemble

ada one day "aik syg da nanggar ka? ne slepar pooh mek oh? pahal sikda" carik2. xjumpa. x lama lepas tu... tiba2 lah ada budak kecik ni tkedek2 bawak slepar pooh aku. hahhaha. paham rupa nyer conversation. dlm diam membantu mama carik. aku rasa dia kot lepas main.huhuhu comeelll.....

lmbt tul nk upload...ni dulu lah...muahs... as-salam.

makan makan

cuti 3 hari best nyer!! lagi2 suami ada kt sini.... mmm sempena dia balik dr offshore..last weekend.i buat Nasi Ayam. tak pernah buat ayam seekor2 utk di deep fry. syg minyak..so 3/4 deep fry jer lah. so far xde masalah seperti yg aku bingungkan...
rasa minggu ni sangat singkat...mcm2 nak buat.. nk gi bday anak kawan. beli brg2 renovation rumah.. hntr baju ke tailor..nk masak...kemas2... beli baju lah aper.. etc. huhuh limited tol...

 

eh eh..apsal gmbr gravy dia aku tak amik? i guess kan ayam nyer taste leh di sedapkan lagi.... hehehe. not bad lah utk 1st try..sbb isi dia pun ok lembut... suma kata ok, mom say sup n ayam sedap, hubby said so. yg lain komen ok lah...hahhaha. sayang pek zi sikda utk merik komen...pk lah pek zi stay out..gravy hitam leh improve.. gravy cili nice. ok buat rating sendirik lak.

NI plak...HARI BERTUNANG. family dgn family jer simple... my menu yg mak i suruh buat masa tunang/tekol adik i... ikan bawal sambal pedas, udang brocolli pedas...yelah bakal adik ipar org penang...kene lah pedas2...hehe smp terover pedas lak udang tu...balik2 keja..terus bekerja kat dapur, then cukup2 masa..naik atas make up kan adik aku..pstu sgt lah rushing...xsempt touch up diri sendiri..sgt lah lesu muka aku masa tu...

hmmmm apsal aku xde gmbr adik aku bertunang ?huhuhu.

now bertekad.. dia nyer akad n reception..kena grooming awal2 pagi..hahaha

ikan bawal pedas dh potong..supaya senang sorang2 amik...

udang broccoli pedas

Detox..!

Aku rs nk tulis psl Natural d clenx tea detox plak.. Byk kt guardian. Xpenah terfikir nk beli ntah cmner tggu adik aku, tertarik plak nk beli... Lam mind alang2 aku buat foot detox.. Why not try tis as well? Lg pun slalu sgt baca weekend newspaper psl menda
Ni which says are advised to clean our colon.

Telah cuba selama smggu.. Part plg menarik, lepas 3 hari aku rs kulit aku semakin lembap.. Normally rasa dry. Pelik kan, mungkin green tea tu yg bg effect kt kulit, Green tea kan byk khasiat. or lepas detox bdn sng lagi serap nutrient. Maybe, exhibit natural
Moist from inside. Stop use lepas 5 hari.. Skin
Masih rs moist.. Sukeee sgt.. Tmbhn lak lepAs mask semalam (mask pn plg rajin 1-2x sbln je skrg, ho kenapa lah ko makin malas ni?) daily serum/moisturiser pn x tahan lama kelembapan kt kulit.Ok part lain biasalah byk membuang..n keep flushing the toilets..

Ok.. Aku xplan buat ni every mth,myb twice a year ker.. I dont
Want to risk myself for prolong consumption...Although The product had been endorsed by MOH( one of the reason i choose this rather than kinohimitsu).


P/s: example org2 yg obssess supplement n etc.

My lovely tisya

Mengantok nyer diri ni, tp amik kesemptan yg ada ni.,.. nk coret2 sal tisya kit. dia tgh sibuk tgk cita dunia khayalan yg ada monyet..kt astro ria. 1st time kot tgk monyet kt tv hehe. skrg plg awal tdo kol 11...

1) ok dh sethn 6 bln. ada 11 btg gigi. 3 btg baru muncul...lamee tunggu tau!

2) semakin kuat memanjat almari berhias , meja mkn , td main kt playground lasak dr baby boy my fren lak.. x sangka da smgt berlawan heheh

3) ingat nk potty train..tp i only have weekends...huhuhu

4) apa dia pndai sebut dgn lancar = mama, papa, emak, air teh, teh, buah, koko. sebut teh tu plg cun..

5)apa dia pndai sebut kdg2 ok, kdg2 x ok = OK, ilo=milo, cheese=isssss, emak, mak

6) suka makan buah pear, watermelon, minum teh, suka sgt minum air dr gelas n apa2 yg org minum

7) pandai dh bgtau dia nk apa.. dgn cara buat bunyi.. bunyi tu aku xpandai type. org yg dekat dgn dia mmg tau dia nk apa.. cuma pndai ckp buah , air teh. lain2 tu kena translate la dia nk apa

8) sng la skrg sbb dia phm kita ckp apa, such as>>>> cha we go upstairs, cha go downstairs, cha mok nenen?mee?, mama go to toilet, cha wait ok, then dia angguk2. n say "ek ek", cha give mama remote, cha throw into the dustbin, cha open ur shirt, pants. bukak baju sluar ok. cha mandi ok. cha tdo ok. mm oklah...  hehehe smakin paham kita nyer instruction dan buat dgn baik n mhantar brg kt kita..

9) dh suka n sayangkan bear. yg i gelarkan bearbear. sblm ni bg je patung nangis...

10) skrg tiap kali naik tido, dia akan bwk botol susu, bear, iphone aku. siap tutup switch2 tv, kipas, kalau lampu lg on dia srh ttp. nak gi mandi pun carik brg2 ni bwk naik atas. sng actually nk didik baby ni... huhuhu. sbb i dh biasakan dia buat benda2 tu... i plak tkejut tgk dia automatic buat suma tu tanpa di suruh. ada one time tu... dia dh tutup sume tv etc utk gi tido.. alih2 halfway naik tangga datok dia on balik tv, dia dgr tv on,,, turun balik, marah...ehhehe.. n tutup balik tv.. isk2...

11)tak leh tdo dlm gelap...kena tggu dia lena, baru off lampu...

OK actually....cita psl anak smp bila pn tak habis... aku pn dh ngatok n tisya pn dh mula kacau balik...

Ya Allah...berikan lah aku kesabaran, kekuatan mental fizikal dalam membesarkan anakku.. aku berdoa mampu jadi Ibu, Isteri, Hamba yg lebih baik.. dan memberikan yg terbaik utk org2 yg disayangi...Amin..

Aku manusia biasa yg tak terlepas drp penat & letih..