Wednesday, April 16, 2014

I lost note 2!

Yeah i lost my note 2!
Kt kl lak tu.. saborrr je lah aku. Innalillah hi wa inna ilaihi rajiun. Xsmp setahun baru 6 bln cmtu.
Dugaan...
Rasa dh letak lam bag pas msg kwn aku..

Rupa nya tak..terus hilang mood. Dh la homesick rasa takutt lak... apa nk jadi lepas ni. Yg aku tau nk smp rumah selamat..

Sedeh giler gmbr2 lam tu sume hilang....but still ok drp hilang purse n im safe.

Lepas hilang baru tau ada function dropbox whereby semua gmbr auto masuk situ.n leh retrieve bebila anywhere. Selama ni tgk je tak penah amik pot apps tu.

Skrg ni aku pakai s4 je.. anyway s4 is better from note 2 in terms of:
1) size nice jer kt tgn, note is a bit bulky. I really like this s4 heheh
2) interface dlm lg cantik
3) function byk lagi upgraded drp note 2.
4) i do think iphone battery is still the best which can last longer.

Lastly bli screen protector rm76 yg ada tempered glass protection instead of beli screen protection biasa2 yg dalam rm15-30 tu. Boleh thn jatuh n scratch, ketuk2 pn tkkan pecah semudah tu. Plg teruk pn screen protector ni yg pecah. Dlm takkan pecah.
I am happy :) with this new phone.

Thursday, April 10, 2014

homesick!!

owh god
im feeling old
dh xleh tahan jauh2 drp familyyyy huwaaa....

ni ke perasaan mak2 bini2 sebenar
baru je 4 hari kt kl aku dh boring....aku nyesal sbb extend 2 extra days sini. tmbh la training aku hbs awl...lg la rasa rugiii...
nak sgt balik a day earlier tp tiket dh full plak...xde rezeki balik awal...

1st: aku dh x pndai nk shop baju kt sini, pavilion, klcc, lot 10, isetan. name it.. hehehe dh puas pusing2...try2 xde bekenan.... utk cha sngg jerr....
boleh ah mcm tu?????
mcm sng lg beli online or poplook...seriously...
huuuuu....

2nd: rindduuuu chaaa...rindu hubbyyy..... seriously homesick. no matter how cantik wonderful bilik, mkn, shopping...but not the same la w/o family...

what I did to release boredom??
1) park royal sgt convenient jln kaki gi H&M, lot 10, pavilion, sg wang... so jln2 rilek2 sorg2...next day baru lepak dgn amy..
2) was lucky bilik wifi sendiri, so donlot la cita kt youtube . horrayyyy!!!
3) santai kt bath tub.. :) dang!!

what else? hujan td..termls nk gi swimming or gym!

ok! muahxxx... another 2 days to be spent here. seriously miss home :(



Sunday, March 30, 2014

Alhamdulillah rezeki

Rezeki Allah mmg luas :)
Kekdg takut bila menerima lebihhh.... sbb takut lalai. Jd tamak haloba. N slalu rasa tak pernah puas.. aku takut jadi lam salah satu kategori tu. Or takut tak mampu nk handle stress.
Sering aku terasa kalau ada rezeki ada ujian d tmpt lain utk balance kan apa yg kita dpt n sentiasa ingatkan kita berdoa..

Alhamdulillah sgt2 dgn rezeki.. namun aku sebak sbb lam sbln ni Cha kuat sangat demam ok. Dan aku teramat bz smp cha demam pun aku masih balik malam almost everyday.Itulah aku ckp.. kita takkan dpt semua benda perfect all time, sbb kita harus snantiasa berdoa.

1st Alhamdulillah thank you Allah. Krn Dia lah aku mampu buat apa yg aku buat skrg...

2nd thank you big boss for such increment I never expect and appreciate me.and support my career.. wpun aku masih jauh lagii mencari diri aku sbnrrr

3rd. Thank you suami. Support me all this while. Understanding and good listener.  Heheh but I also learnt to complain less... try absorb stress and dispose immediately.  Key thing always baca zikir.

4th Thank you parents and siblings.Without them sacrifice time baby sitting cha, seriously I am not able to work peacefully weekend or till night. Besar nya pengorbanan mak bapak. Bygkan hantar baby sitter mesti risau sbb bkn keluarga sndiri.

5th. Thank you Nenek 2 aku. Yg sentiasa pastikan aku makan heheheh.. seriously korg  hardly jmp nenek yg 80++ yg sanggup nk masak utk cucu/keluarga..yg begitu cekal n teliti jaga atuk aku yg dah 90++. Wpun nenek sendiri tak sihat mana.Mentally strong lady which aku pn x kan mmpu secekal itu. Always make me feel safer with their presence at home whenever hubby offshore.

Friday, February 14, 2014

Butt injection for allergy

Lately tapak tgn allergy dgn penyapu kayu, pegang sikit dh blister. Kebetulan ada 1 hari ni cuci toilet kit w/o glove.
Next jari lak. Then sikit kat tapak kaki.
Allergic sandal ada gak aku rs.. bgesel dgn sandal hari2.

Eee dugaan tul la...gatal luka2. Jd mcm cha lak..aku dh lama lak tak mkn belacan. Ada sikit once a while. N since tu gak resdong gatal2 hidung improve byk. Mmg belacan la punca n udg kering I guess. Sejak maid bru ni je aku da mkn belacan sikit2. Xlaa gian belacan pun.

Ok.. doctor ckp nk bg strong injection.aku lak da feeling2 inject ni sakit. Doc tu pn ckp sakit.

Tp aku x expect sakitttt gilaaa wehhh.aku terjerit2 jap pas inject. Ubat dia sgt strong rs sebelah kaki aku ubat tu turun de punggung ke kwsn betis. aku sakit esp tang bontot yg inject. Ni la 1st time aku experience ubat injection yg sgt myakitkan.jln tempang2 g keta. Huwaaa sakitttt....

Nurse kata at least half hour utk rasa tu faded. Huwaaaaa... ku kuatkan hati balik. Takkan nk tbaring half hour kt clinic yg dh nk kuar lunch tu.

Alhamdulilllah better ptg. But side effect terasa lah pinggang kiri.

Seriusssss sakitttttt....mudhn positive long term effect.

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Mama yg bingung

Wow!
Baru sedar dh 4 thn aku blogging wehhhh!

Ahaks best nyeeeerrr entry awl2 aku 4 thn lepas psl melahirkan cha...rindu nyer!!
bagus gak tulis sbb aku hmpir lupa dh keadaan masa tu...rindu nya nk pregnant lagi. Amin. Kalau da rezeki nk pregnant lg laaa....

Aku ni jiwa kacau... ptg td keja byk . teringt lak dh janji nk smp umh 530 kat cha. Apa tak dia call nangis2 tnye bila nk balik bila nk balik dia rindu. Alih2 dkt kol 6 bru smp. Tu pun on e way balik cha dh call tnye bila nk smp rumah...

Aku td serba salah.feel bad nk marah tak tahu kt apa? Ke nk pms mode. I love my job passionate about it. But then, I feel bad bila x spend extra time utk icha.so hati tak tenteram n balik. Serba salah tul working mom ni. Mom out there sama gak ke? U love your Job but u love ur family more. Hihi. I feel betraying cha if back late. Dh laa bapak tmpt dia manja pun cuma ada wiken.. sian anak aku.

One more im even happier bila cha ckp dia nk aku masak utk dia. Sbb dia ckp mihun aku yg ada kicap tu sedap hehehe. Mak aku da gak wat mihun tp version lain.
Aku mmg teruja bl dia nk masakan aku yg dia suka. So smgt lerr beli bhn2...

Dh mggu ni sgt teruk displin bgn pagi aku.....  10mins or 5 mins kol 8 baru cha smp skolah. In time but bad habit.. sbb bgn lmbt semua rushing.

Monday, February 3, 2014

pictures makes my day

kalau resah ....
tgk gmbr2 rasa comel makes my day :)

rasa penat balik lewat pun kurang...

lately aku da kegilaan beli Syria tudung, entah malas nk bershawl sdgkan aku ni laaa almst hari2 keja k shawl.. sejak Q3 2013 kot dh stat kumpul2 instant awning lembut..pastu Syria.. malas sgt nk iron2..

n as usual cpt sgt bosan dgn tudung yg ada... hahhaha smp kwn2 ofis pn ckp aku ni kerap sgt shopping tdg...ehemm....











Tuesday, January 14, 2014

2014 what have you for me?

Early 2013 was good start up for me...

And early 2014... I've to start accepting to learn living far from husband. He will be based in Btu. I can accept him offshore up to 1month or more but when comes to be based in Bintulu or word transferred I feel sad sad sad.

Although ive known this for many months it is still difficult to accept. Huwaaaa... why so hard these  days couples n fmly to live together under same roof without any constraints. Else one have to resign.. huhuhu

Hadoi.... geram marah? Sapa aku nk melawan takdir. Pasrah? Usaha doa n kekuatan. Hrp2 dpt cari keja lain kt miri.. kdg2 aku terpk sebesar2 miri ni oil n gas mcm btu takkan la xde satu pun sangkut.

Huwaa blom pape lg rs dh down... brp bln  ? Thn? Nk ulang alik wiken. Rumah kitorg lak ape cita? Tak best.  Tak best. Rasa PMS nk marah je skrg ni.

Suami plsss laaaaa... crik la mana2 job asal kt miri based. Aku tak kisah la tough women kt sana yg ckp ok je stay jauh2 dgn laki. Aku tak.. Batrisyia pun tak. Shes so close with her dad.

Friday, January 3, 2014

Bank card, parking coupun

Aku g buat atm kad baru.
Pastu ic aku xdpt detect cap jari aku.. bkali2 try n tuka machine pn  x dpt...

Wowowo... ssh nya cm nieee... aku rs jari aku dh spoil sbb sensitive dgn sabun2 pinggan.. jd garis2 pun x dpt detect..aku rs ni laa penyebab nyer jari aku x dpt d kecam.. ada ramai ke prob mcm ni?
Aku hrp ada option slain guna cap jari...

Pstu.. pegi car park tgk dpt saman. Kt situ tulis kesalahan x letak valid kupon. Saman rm20 tu. Masa saman tu di buat 920am. Display kupon aku kol 9am.
Pegi la aku kt pondok kupon tu dgn perasaan marah.
Haha marah aku seh buang masa aku jer. Dia ckp aki x scratch 00mins.. org tu eksen2 check gmbr yg dia konon nyer capture kupon aku yg dia ckp aku tak scratch 00 mins tu.

Apalagi hangin la. Sbb aku mmg dh scratch buat. Aku garang gak la marah. Mana tak..aku x salah. Setakat sekeping 40sen sehelai takkan nk tipu.n nk byr rm20. Bukan dpt pakai balik kupon tu kan? Aku ttp tegaskan dh buat 00mins dgn suara marah.

Dh la pura2 crik pics lam.hp dia yg konon2 dh capture.

Pastu dia ckp nnt dia cancel je saman tu. Aku mrh balik ckp sure x de saman2 dtg pasni. Last2 aku say ok thank you!
Hehehe nasib msih terpk nk ber adab :)

Hmpphhhh.... jgn2 ada agenda lain dorg saje2 saman mcm tu. Rs nk g complain kt mbm. Sbrg je nyusah kan aku.

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Diari 2013

Hi 2014!

sekejap shj kita dh kat 2014...

so far 2013 was a good start for me...

many challenges as I came to Quarter 4... Alhamdulillah we survived :)

let's begin capture the big ones that happen to each of my beloved.

Summary of Cha:

1. 1st year entering school.. or pre-kindagarten. hari pertama nangis..

2. so far, she was doing real good at school. Alhamdulillah. aku hrp berkekalan. Her teachers all commended her well done in school. which aku x expect tiap kali jumpa cikgu yg berlainan dorang komen benda yg sama, boleh baca school book sendiri BM/BI.

Teacher said she's among the two fastest Al-Furqan reader, memorized few surahs and short Doa's.
 she memorized Al-Fatihah, An-Nas, Qul, Tahiyat Awal. Tahiyat Awal was a surprise to me..entah laa... didnt expect she can memorize. i think the teachers did their best part as well.
ada satu time tu, aku gi skolah tgk cikgu dia dgn suara yg jelas n kuat ajar dorang smyg. student buat steps sambil ikut apa surah cikgu ajarkan.

my bad, aku rasa tersentuh or "#jaikhati #taktaubestworddescribes bila aku sendiri abaikan dia bila dia mntk attention nk buat revision :(.
technology spoilts me leka nk tgk fb, insta, internet lah hape.
my weakness.. harus utamakan anak dulu utk 2014.

3. sad bila teringat cha warded lam early nov hari tu.....3 mlm. sbb tak pernah kan...dlm masa yg sama ada job crisis a bit. dh la kurus, berat turun lak 1kg...mana tak sedih.

4. her weights and eczema still bothers me. dh beli mcm2 utk both. kdg2 tu aku bg 500mg vitamin c. nampak la gak cepat sembuh luka2 eczema. skrg pn masih 12.5kg cmtu.

5. lately 3-4bln gini manja sgt kat bapak!! eee... asyik ngaku bapak dia suamii dia.... pastu manja2 peluk2 kiss2 bapak dia....eeeeeee... berebut plak tu tiap kali dgn aku. but mlm2 tdo nk susu still crk aku... kalau takut still dekat2 dgn aku...



mr.suami


1. responsible n loving father and good husband. tp garanggg... :))
2. addict online football game. pls hooo we need more attentionn
3. addict running man
4. main badminton tiap mggu


myself

1. berjaya siapkan kurung moden 5-6pasang thn ni. yeah! my big achievement thn ni...sbb bukan snggg... penattt ya ampun!! nak nanges rasa takut xde baju raya.

tak sia2 blaja tak habis2 smp rini. hahahah. aku da 5 extra class yg aku kira2 nk blaja kurung payung...tak terpergi2...

2. masih mencari2 diri aku dlm career aku.

3. Q4 berat aku naik entah pape. myb sbb tiba2 stop minum ccpp??? dahal mkn biasa2 aje. of course mr.suami ckp aku sentiasa nk mkn. tp aku rasa aku sedang2 jer... hehehehe.

4. cardio class yeaaa... happy sbb keluarkan peluh2 malas. yg ni depending dgn kerja aku. kalau dpt balik awl dpt la pegi. bru masuk bln ke 2. n kdg2 thp kerajinan.

5. my first offshore trip

rumah permy(siap sejak 2010)

1. caya tak dekt sethn tak buat pape lepas rumah tu dh siap cat lepas renovate siap in 2012. kecuali cuci rumah n balik2 issue clearkan rumput.
2. baru2 ni je pasang grill. tukar tingkap cikit.
3.tak paham knp slow sgt kitorg. lg2 lepas ni laki aku base bintulu...smp bila pn xkan pindh kalau cmtu.
4. sedih nyer... ada hati rasa nk diam rumah sendiri. brg2 aku mkin byk..
tp sayang gak tinggalkan rumah nenek skrg.. sbb sgt dekat 20min smp ofis, less jam. jarak ofis ke rumah nenek lam 10km je...dkt sgt.
hantar cha ke rumah my mom lam 5mins je.  pharmacy kedai runcit sume dekat.



OK laa... chalooo..... cu next entry azam 2014 :)

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

3rd Kk trip

Thn ni je... 3 kali dh g kk.. 


Bwk fmly.. lam feb hari tu. Attending team building. . Recently attended a friend's wedding. Housemat3 mase.kt matriks labuan. Kitorg sume.hsmate.

3rd trip dh x de feeling kt kk.. he he. Rs bosan lak.. u know sbb dh familiar sgt kan x rasa excites.... ha ha nk g overseas tggu mampu laa..

Yg best nya dpt spend masa kt SPA BERURUT!!
Beshhhh.. ni best I like.

Pastu ntah kenapa.. salah pilih menu kot. Mahal nyerr seafood lam 250 cmtu utk mkn 3 org..dgn service dkt sejam! Sup yg ada isi gamat tu rm60 perghh!!! Tak dpt terima tol lah.. ketam dia 80 hmm tu ok gak. Ni spend 60 utk sup...like uh whatt??


Of course best part dpt jmp my frenssss....

Aku plg nyesal aku xdpt.pegi wedding apida...6 thn lepas.how I wish aku complete pegi wedding sume best friends aku.