Tuesday, January 14, 2014

2014 what have you for me?

Early 2013 was good start up for me...

And early 2014... I've to start accepting to learn living far from husband. He will be based in Btu. I can accept him offshore up to 1month or more but when comes to be based in Bintulu or word transferred I feel sad sad sad.

Although ive known this for many months it is still difficult to accept. Huwaaaa... why so hard these  days couples n fmly to live together under same roof without any constraints. Else one have to resign.. huhuhu

Hadoi.... geram marah? Sapa aku nk melawan takdir. Pasrah? Usaha doa n kekuatan. Hrp2 dpt cari keja lain kt miri.. kdg2 aku terpk sebesar2 miri ni oil n gas mcm btu takkan la xde satu pun sangkut.

Huwaa blom pape lg rs dh down... brp bln  ? Thn? Nk ulang alik wiken. Rumah kitorg lak ape cita? Tak best.  Tak best. Rasa PMS nk marah je skrg ni.

Suami plsss laaaaa... crik la mana2 job asal kt miri based. Aku tak kisah la tough women kt sana yg ckp ok je stay jauh2 dgn laki. Aku tak.. Batrisyia pun tak. Shes so close with her dad.

Friday, January 3, 2014

Bank card, parking coupun

Aku g buat atm kad baru.
Pastu ic aku xdpt detect cap jari aku.. bkali2 try n tuka machine pn  x dpt...

Wowowo... ssh nya cm nieee... aku rs jari aku dh spoil sbb sensitive dgn sabun2 pinggan.. jd garis2 pun x dpt detect..aku rs ni laa penyebab nyer jari aku x dpt d kecam.. ada ramai ke prob mcm ni?
Aku hrp ada option slain guna cap jari...

Pstu.. pegi car park tgk dpt saman. Kt situ tulis kesalahan x letak valid kupon. Saman rm20 tu. Masa saman tu di buat 920am. Display kupon aku kol 9am.
Pegi la aku kt pondok kupon tu dgn perasaan marah.
Haha marah aku seh buang masa aku jer. Dia ckp aki x scratch 00mins.. org tu eksen2 check gmbr yg dia konon nyer capture kupon aku yg dia ckp aku tak scratch 00 mins tu.

Apalagi hangin la. Sbb aku mmg dh scratch buat. Aku garang gak la marah. Mana tak..aku x salah. Setakat sekeping 40sen sehelai takkan nk tipu.n nk byr rm20. Bukan dpt pakai balik kupon tu kan? Aku ttp tegaskan dh buat 00mins dgn suara marah.

Dh la pura2 crik pics lam.hp dia yg konon2 dh capture.

Pastu dia ckp nnt dia cancel je saman tu. Aku mrh balik ckp sure x de saman2 dtg pasni. Last2 aku say ok thank you!
Hehehe nasib msih terpk nk ber adab :)

Hmpphhhh.... jgn2 ada agenda lain dorg saje2 saman mcm tu. Rs nk g complain kt mbm. Sbrg je nyusah kan aku.

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Diari 2013

Hi 2014!

sekejap shj kita dh kat 2014...

so far 2013 was a good start for me...

many challenges as I came to Quarter 4... Alhamdulillah we survived :)

let's begin capture the big ones that happen to each of my beloved.

Summary of Cha:

1. 1st year entering school.. or pre-kindagarten. hari pertama nangis..

2. so far, she was doing real good at school. Alhamdulillah. aku hrp berkekalan. Her teachers all commended her well done in school. which aku x expect tiap kali jumpa cikgu yg berlainan dorang komen benda yg sama, boleh baca school book sendiri BM/BI.

Teacher said she's among the two fastest Al-Furqan reader, memorized few surahs and short Doa's.
 she memorized Al-Fatihah, An-Nas, Qul, Tahiyat Awal. Tahiyat Awal was a surprise to me..entah laa... didnt expect she can memorize. i think the teachers did their best part as well.
ada satu time tu, aku gi skolah tgk cikgu dia dgn suara yg jelas n kuat ajar dorang smyg. student buat steps sambil ikut apa surah cikgu ajarkan.

my bad, aku rasa tersentuh or "#jaikhati #taktaubestworddescribes bila aku sendiri abaikan dia bila dia mntk attention nk buat revision :(.
technology spoilts me leka nk tgk fb, insta, internet lah hape.
my weakness.. harus utamakan anak dulu utk 2014.

3. sad bila teringat cha warded lam early nov hari tu.....3 mlm. sbb tak pernah kan...dlm masa yg sama ada job crisis a bit. dh la kurus, berat turun lak 1kg...mana tak sedih.

4. her weights and eczema still bothers me. dh beli mcm2 utk both. kdg2 tu aku bg 500mg vitamin c. nampak la gak cepat sembuh luka2 eczema. skrg pn masih 12.5kg cmtu.

5. lately 3-4bln gini manja sgt kat bapak!! eee... asyik ngaku bapak dia suamii dia.... pastu manja2 peluk2 kiss2 bapak dia....eeeeeee... berebut plak tu tiap kali dgn aku. but mlm2 tdo nk susu still crk aku... kalau takut still dekat2 dgn aku...



mr.suami


1. responsible n loving father and good husband. tp garanggg... :))
2. addict online football game. pls hooo we need more attentionn
3. addict running man
4. main badminton tiap mggu


myself

1. berjaya siapkan kurung moden 5-6pasang thn ni. yeah! my big achievement thn ni...sbb bukan snggg... penattt ya ampun!! nak nanges rasa takut xde baju raya.

tak sia2 blaja tak habis2 smp rini. hahahah. aku da 5 extra class yg aku kira2 nk blaja kurung payung...tak terpergi2...

2. masih mencari2 diri aku dlm career aku.

3. Q4 berat aku naik entah pape. myb sbb tiba2 stop minum ccpp??? dahal mkn biasa2 aje. of course mr.suami ckp aku sentiasa nk mkn. tp aku rasa aku sedang2 jer... hehehehe.

4. cardio class yeaaa... happy sbb keluarkan peluh2 malas. yg ni depending dgn kerja aku. kalau dpt balik awl dpt la pegi. bru masuk bln ke 2. n kdg2 thp kerajinan.

5. my first offshore trip

rumah permy(siap sejak 2010)

1. caya tak dekt sethn tak buat pape lepas rumah tu dh siap cat lepas renovate siap in 2012. kecuali cuci rumah n balik2 issue clearkan rumput.
2. baru2 ni je pasang grill. tukar tingkap cikit.
3.tak paham knp slow sgt kitorg. lg2 lepas ni laki aku base bintulu...smp bila pn xkan pindh kalau cmtu.
4. sedih nyer... ada hati rasa nk diam rumah sendiri. brg2 aku mkin byk..
tp sayang gak tinggalkan rumah nenek skrg.. sbb sgt dekat 20min smp ofis, less jam. jarak ofis ke rumah nenek lam 10km je...dkt sgt.
hantar cha ke rumah my mom lam 5mins je.  pharmacy kedai runcit sume dekat.



OK laa... chalooo..... cu next entry azam 2014 :)

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

3rd Kk trip

Thn ni je... 3 kali dh g kk.. 


Bwk fmly.. lam feb hari tu. Attending team building. . Recently attended a friend's wedding. Housemat3 mase.kt matriks labuan. Kitorg sume.hsmate.

3rd trip dh x de feeling kt kk.. he he. Rs bosan lak.. u know sbb dh familiar sgt kan x rasa excites.... ha ha nk g overseas tggu mampu laa..

Yg best nya dpt spend masa kt SPA BERURUT!!
Beshhhh.. ni best I like.

Pastu ntah kenapa.. salah pilih menu kot. Mahal nyerr seafood lam 250 cmtu utk mkn 3 org..dgn service dkt sejam! Sup yg ada isi gamat tu rm60 perghh!!! Tak dpt terima tol lah.. ketam dia 80 hmm tu ok gak. Ni spend 60 utk sup...like uh whatt??


Of course best part dpt jmp my frenssss....

Aku plg nyesal aku xdpt.pegi wedding apida...6 thn lepas.how I wish aku complete pegi wedding sume best friends aku.

Sunday, November 17, 2013

Cha warded , grandpa&ma warded

Cha kena admitted GH 8 nov.
3 hari la berkpg kt sfurther herhoodena demam panas 39°c.Dh 5 hari mkn antibiotic x surut2... so hntr GH. Kena warded. Sbb pns sgt and dia tak nk mkn or minum.n sgt lemah.

Anak dara aku ni x pndai duduk diam kalau demam panas.. sakit pn kjap2 je ..

1st time berlaku.. mesti la aku as mother risau.


She is so sick....

Dpt virus lepas balik dr ipoh n kl hari tu. Aku pn dpt same high fever n cough. Masa trip kt sunway lagoon lg dah aku demam2..



Alhamdulillah dh recover.
Was another journey & experience in my motherhood days.

A day before ddischarge excited sgt tgk aku bawa cake. 


Time to go home yey :)





Dh settle cha.. 

3hb dec. My grandpa lak admit..kat miri.lungs prob. Tercungap2 nk bernafas.

Sedih...nenek dh tua. Not much they can assist. Sbb immune system dh kurang..xtahu brp lama kt sini. 



4dec.
Grandma admit kt kl. Ada ketumbuhan dlm perut.nk further check up and most probably kena operate d kl.

Before dia g kl..aku celeb bday dia..simple mkn2.beli pizza je.

Give us strength Ya Allah.Amin.

Thursday, November 7, 2013

My Bro's convo

Adikku Iwan, convo kat  UTP perak....

so all of our family members pergi... :). congrats yaaa my bro...
stay 2 nights kt perak..2 nights lagi kt KL...

smpt la gak bawak both cha n helmi gi sunway lagoon..
yg tk best nya aku demam la pulak... huhu x enjoy sgt..

n worse part demam aku melarat2 ke miri, smp habis antibiotic smbg demam... cha pun kena demam teruks. serius risau....skrg pun tgh demam...panas sgt2 smp 39C...same virus yg attack kitorg...semua sakit aku dia rasa, semua sakit cha aku rasa...





 
 

 




 

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Happy 4th birthday Batrisyia

She turns 4, 8/10/2013 

Simple n humble celebration for cha. Only us hihi

Sinc bday cha, cita sal cha je larr.. 

Mkn mkn.. Cake cake..Dim sum ehmm.. ala carte, smp tak larat



Still lam 12kg. Adohh dh tuka pediasure for picky eater+susu kambing pn. Seru


Mm aku surprised sbb dia dh leh smbg suku kata. I tought sbb dh familar dgn her current school books, dia cpt je baca.

But, bila aku bwk dia g beli buku baru, yg x sama lgsg dgn buku skolah cha dh bleh baca sambung suku kata. Which means dia bukan hafal. Eg: buku, dagu, rita, kaki. Huruf yg pendek2, 4 huruf. sume words tu xde kat buku2 skolah dia. Aku tkejut gaks.. Tgk dia dh paham basic nk baca. Hahaah..

Alhamdulillah... Sbb be4 ni colleague aku was saying chinese school better,sbb teknik pengajaran, anak dorang cpt blaja n dh leh smbg baca suku kata at cha's age-4thn.

Seems no prob with islamic pre-school. Alhamdulillah.Hee.. Budak skrg 4 thn dh leh ngeja yg pendek2. Aku dulu 4thn baru blaja melipat2 origami. Haha. Actually aku try not to be demanding mom. Aku nk anak aku blaja sbb dia enjoy blaja.. As what cha skrg la.

Below pun her earliest writings.. Cha ni cpt marah bl tak pandai sst. Dia nk cepat jee.. Aku lak d suruh blaja menulis bg pihak dia awl2 dulu. 

As usual, cuma xpt solution utk eczema dia.


Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Cardio you go girl!!

Yeah officially registered 12 session/mth for cardio class after two days trial.

My target is, to sweat sweat sweat n to get healthy mind n soul. Lately jiwa kacau. Hehehe. Hope dgn cara cardio, See new ppl, new environment n sweating lead to healthier lifestyle. 
Also notice sng dpt dmm , xde new motivAtion... So yeahh lets cardio 1hour/day. :)

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

I dare myself

OEntry ni sounds ntah pape je nnt for some ppl as u go thru my writings

Ada la many times aku gak balik lewat dr ofis esp, lam may june..

This mths seems akan repeat history lg. sbb kena support shutdown team offshore.

Biasanya aku da 2 options utk drive  balik
1) gelap, depends lampu keta je, lebih cepat, no jam. Bayshore area yg gelap.
Myb to certain ppl nornal je kot.


2) highway, busy xde apa nk takut. Tp keta byk.lmbt sikit smp. Kalau dpt x nak parent aku xpt g masjid sbb tgu aku amik cha

So . Last night, mm lam mind aku "err, nk follow jln gelap sunyi ke tak, ?" then Aku rasa mcm nk feel thrilled. Heeheh. Ikut jln gelap la. So far, ada seram2 kit tp tak la seprti 1st2 dulu.

Macam ni la kot fear factor. Atasi ketakutan anda yg mana ada di minda

1st time dulu, aku ikut jln ni, mak aiii takuttt nya mcm2 doa lam hati. Rasa lmbt gila smp kt hujung yg da lighting. Takut nyesal tak nk guna lagi. Jalan tu.

Entah ada hari ke bapa, aku asyik smp lmbt ikut jln no.2. Aku berani kan Diri jln no.1.

N.. Smlm mm why not eh? Nk feel2 takut2 ckit. Cettt.... Ada gak org version mcm aku ni kan?? Hahahah. Dh la suka tgk cita seram, ajak plak cha tgk cita thriller ada killer... Kesian anak aku, kcik2 dh mind kena hijack.

Pernah gak. Tgh2 aku kat lobby nk g keta, aku dgr suara ppuan ketawa. Tp tak nmpk sapa pun. Takut.... Haha. Meremang bulu. 

Smggu2 ni aku balik plg awl 7, plg lmbt 930. PecAh rekod.

930 tu pandai takut amat. Sunyi amat jln no.1. Tak berani nk feel2 thrill. Hahaha.. Tak tahu la lepas ni naik lak level keberanian :)

Friday, August 16, 2013

RAYA 2013

moments....to be shared...
slmt hari raya to my friendsss......  maaf zahir batin uolsss!

raya 2013. sume adik2 aku ada kt miri... :)

btw... raya thn ni aku jahit 5 pasang kurung moden sendiri. mcm puas hati gak... hasil sendiri.cuma kat pinggang kena improve teknik jahit.
awl2 tu mcm nk nangese xde baju raya...takut xsmpt siap. sabtu/ahad aku d  hbskan dgn menjahit n sikit2 berbjln.
naseb baik gak..laki xde...kalau x... lg lah xde masa nk menjahit. nk pk memasak plak etc2.

tobattt... next yr nk siap be4 posa. dpt la berposa dgn aman... n shopping wiken siang hari nyer.

raya ala kadar je evy year.
hmmm aku makin gemsssssss...... huwaaaaa tekanan. kurusssssss plssss.....

cuti 10 hari aku dh nak berakhirrr.... bahagia nya cutiii lama cmnii berpoya2 kt umah. bermlm kat parkcity hotel dgn cha n hubby...main swimming pool...smbil mncari ketenangan..beshhhhh beshhh....

 nxt week dh nk ngadap keja semula. pstu ada team building lak kat kk.


 

our small family


 
dgn esah..anak no.2 aku... masuk 5 bln dh.
ehheeh. gempalll amak anak buah aku ni geraammm... paha diaaa lumayannn...lengan kepuk2
 
cha gak yg kurus dr dulu ke skrg.
 
kuat senyum lak kat aku tuh.... aku ajak main2 senyum lah dia..ngerti lah :)

cha, mama, esah, mak esah. hihihi