Rm10 belanja sekolah -bermula di sini

Baru sahaja, Aku dgr kwn aku cerita dia bg 2 anak dia blanja rm5 seorg sehari. Anak dia ramai ok.

Aku teringt, aku dulu... Form1-5. Tak pernah lebih or kurang blanja aku g sekolah rm10 seminggu. Cukup jugak...

Wpun bjimat cermat.Sekali sekala mintak extra utk kelas ptg..

Masa tu rm0.60-rm1, nasi lemak/mee grg. Dadih rm1. Belum lg ada kelas ptg, ko-k, kerja kumpulan, kerja kelas etc. Bjimat utk mkn belanja ptg. So jrg sgt minum lah air tin masa break time, pentingkan menu utk lunch.

Kalau ikut logik mcm mn leh cukup ek?especially blanja lunch. Kalau nk nasi+ayam grg+sosej msk sos+air nak gak rm3 kot. Xkira lagi break time kol 9am nyer blanja. N blanja beli air n snacks kat nyonya depan gate masa tggu bas sekolah fetch balik.

Masa tu xde lak aku merungut dpt rm10 je smggu.aku guna n blanja apa yg ada n cukup kan. Berbanding adik2 aku yg lg mewah blanja sekolah.or budak skrg ni.

N aku terpk kdg2.. Rezeki ni byk or kurang ke, Allah akan cukupkan jugak. Kdg2 top up sendiri blanja guna tabungan, duit raya ke, skala2 duit nenek/mak bagi. Beza nya mngkin tak hari2 lah mkn mewah... Mkn nasi lemak/kway teow grg sedap rm1 kot. Roughly harga tu kot. Cukup2 lah. Skrg sumer alasan brg naik.. Mknn skolah pn naik. Budget gaji naik byk sgt setahun??!

Itulah nilai rm10 masa tu, cukup mkn seminggu... Dh keja ni purata sehari dekat rm15 kalau mkn lalapan bawal fevret aku, rm5-10 kalau fast food or lauk.

No wonder masa tu kurus... 42-43kg. Kepala pn tak pernah runsing gemuk.! hikmahhh

 Dh tu masuk matriks/U baru kenal mknn best2 dan baru tahu mnikmati makanan.. If not mkn utk kenyang je kot.

kalau di kaji... Life kita dlm tempoh membesar akan lebih ok drp parent kita semasa baya kita, anak2 kita nnt lagi lah ok n modern drp kita...drp segi study/facilities/transport/etc. Selalu nya mcm tu lah aku tgk.

  Kalau aku xda keta masa study(nasib bek ada Apid, sorg dua kwn lain yg baik hati yg salu tumpangkan aku.. Enjoy bersama). Kot2 zaman anak aku nanti ada. Kalau parent aku study smp stpm, kitorg adik beradik alhamdulillah dan Insya Allah smp degree. mungkin salah sorg pursue master/phd?? Never knows.

Itulah yg aku nampak.. Slalu nyer akan bertambah baik..Amin....    

Penat & vitamins

I found myself very tired back from work since back from village. Sleep late cos have to wait for my chantek, then only me can sleep. Then i realize i've been skipping for about a week my vital supplements that i regularly consume>> Shaklee..vit b, alfafa, vit c.If i consume them As usual.bck frm work im still ok2. We mothers knew well when we have kids or baby, we got more resposibility on our shoulder. Regardless tired ,will
still think what to feed them or cook, shower them, play n entertain them..
So in short, i took vitamin b in the evening, which claims it releases energy gradually. n 2hrs later i feel less tired.

Im a bit upset cos tisya Is very choosy, underweight, n it worries me more when her intake is less. She only eats a lot if it satisfies her tastebuds :(. Therefore ive to ensure im fit enough to cook or find foods for her. YA ALLAH give me strength... Sapa nk volunteer tlg masak For her right???

Now dh tisya 1 thn 8 bln.Suka tul bkk sluar n kekdg pmpers. 2 hari ni shes ok sbb nak tdo lam bilik, n tisya tutup pintu bilik utk tdo.Dulu anti tido my Exbilik, tpksa i make sure she sleep kt sofa bawah or bilik nenek. Surprise lak tgk she nak baring n Nk tdo in my ex room. Penattt im penattt....

lebih drp Cuti2 gawai

4th day kat kpg hubby..... mmm mmg suasana kpg lah...lain drp d bandar. oklah tuuu..my doter dpt tgk beza life kt kpg n bandar.. n amik mana yg baik from both sides as her grown up experience. tapi aku rs cite2 kat tv drama psl perbezaan org kpg n bandar takdelah leh pakai sgt. ataupun drama tu reflect to advance modern city -kl. ok miri takde lah bandar semaju sepesat kl..penang. but bandarlah..ada basic ones, bas, mall, jalanraya,clinic swasta/kerajaan, perumahan,mcd, pizza, etc. statement.utk org yg terpikir2..bandar miri mcm mana ye.

TISYA
punye suka tisya aku dpt naik motorsikal...ketawa tak hengat. td...bbq... dia mkn 8 ketul ayam(menurut hubby), pecah rekod! belom masuk yg ptg nyer aku bagi ayam, bee hoon. in contra, pagi/lunch tak mkn sgt...ptg share apple dgn aku.ptt pulun dinner?logik kan. N pecah rekod gak...tak tido seharian..sehingga 9pm td. aduhhh mak! ada ker sbb vitamin baru yg aku beli tu? 2000 kalori... tu ker? vitamin tu bah...boleh aku x perasan xde letak utk budak brp umor. tisya chantek ni asyik ter bapak2, mamak2.. buah2.dia pandai pggil bapak dia bapak....huhuhu.
masa kt kpg ni...dia suka sgt kt 1 legging ni... so 2-3 kali dh bukak dia nyer pants,utk diganti n pasangkan legging ni adoii tiap kali jumpa lam beg. of cos part masukkan legging kena aku bantu...fit susah dia nk masuk sendirik.tiba2 ada fevret legging hmmm....

EIN SELF

sumtin wrong tul lah dgn my uterus...sakitt....belah kiri. hilang datang. aku malas nk pk sgt apa doctor tu ckp on my last visit.  hmm... bosan aku bl terkenang kan penyakit aneh2 ni. haa ni lah org kurang beriman? hehehe di uji kit dgn sakit... dh mengeluh. cuba lah lewat2 malam cmni aku buat smyg hajat...tapi aku takkkkk.... sakit ler benda ni buat kacau jiwa. malasss aku...buat emo sahaja. betul..aku ni manja tak bertempat...asal sakit...emo...nangis...rs kurang kasih syg lah aper. aku harap xde pape... sedeh aku seh...doc tu ckp, if x jumpa punca lepas mkn pil, myb aku kena opt utk buat operation utk tgk masalah dlm tu if lagi sakit n sakit tu buat rs tak selesa. haish??? serius sgt ke....  aku try buat2 cool..... knp aku rs aku tak cool dgn benda ni???? Ya Allah... i cant say much...

HUBBY SELF
nak gak cat kan kereta di sibu...hmmmm...cuba jd isteri yg baik, dgn buat cool ke atas pkr ini,sbb dh bincang awal. so i cuma bagi points. hahaha syggg.....mek harap mek kota kan kata2 ini. n he happily main badminton tiap petang.

skrg ni ada lak anjing nangis2 terkaung2 kat luar tu....eeeee geram aku ehhh. nasib aku dh gi toilet awal sket. oklahhh...kacau tul..xrasa  nak sambung lg dah...

koko drink! new addiction!

sgt ketagihan. smlm beli one pack, sbb xde loose nyer(dh abis). asal aku start ketagih or stick dgn 3 in  cmni, cept la xde stock. mcm last yr addict dgn redguara cafe yg sedap n buat aku rs kenyang.  tis yr ketagih dgn teh manjakani hpa, now koko hpa lak!!  due to previous stock tu slalu xdee. nk crik replacement,baru few times try koko radix hpa, aku rs mcm version mengenyangkan i likeee!! last nite amik vitamin c, also this koko,pagi x lapa sgt as usual, of course tujuan amik ni santai2 minum kt ofis or before bed time, drp free2 gula kosong dlm bdn, baik alu minum something soothing+beneficial. hehehe. sedap seh koko ni, hilang feel dh kat cafe.. Aku prefer yg keluaran cmni, bcos normally surplus with other herbs/ingredients which promotes better health :)

simptom pms dtg lagi

demmm aku sikda moood!!!! huwaa evything seeems not ok to me!! huwaaa penin kepala tgk file yg kena clear up g bilik eddc, be4 aku permanently stay level 2. esok kena cuti, sbb xde org jaga tisya since nenek lom discharge. hmm
And my boss was like " ek nak cuti lagi, 2x dah", dia lupa kot 3x tmasuk nxt week gawai.

May occurences

Looking at my blog's folder.. in brief, i just noticed, in May lots of occurence..but not much written here..

hardly had times with laptop, although i love writing, and sometimes too lazy to open the laptop. too lazy to wait until tisya is asleep. using iphone for blogging is ok but not so comfy writing.

next week travelling  back to hubby's hometown.. leave was approved 3 weeks earlier  :)

our house renovation was progressing fast,  there's a lot of  decision making needed, i'm enjoying the process so far.. best nyer!!

tisya is so so attached, very the manja to me... im gone for bout few minutes, she will start following me..i cant be out of her sight, unless she's busy on the table, or busy showering herself, or busy messing up my lipstick, makeups, skin care, loves relaxing with me & laying on my chest :). soooo the bestfriend ehhh????  oh this mth start using isomil back...

Owh my healthhhh??? lain kali lah if i feel like to share...

Grandpa..

I pray for my grandpa's well being.... today was the 2nd time he was admitted in colombia, after being discharged for only one day..

waiting by him made me cry. made me reminisce of him taking care of us when i'm small, fetching us from kindagarten, buying me dolls.. asking if me and riza wants anything from the market.. and remember there was a time I wanted a doll, he did buy for me :), and I remember slightly the doll's look. he used to remind me, to perform 5 times prayer. he was the first person to teach us to recite Al-Quran until finish (khatam). Alhamdulillah. He's the one who made us our very own swings (buaian) outside the house, teached us fishing, experience with animal-chicken, goose, goats.. etc. such an experience i wont ever forget..

Ya Allah... protect him. Amin.

Wedd in brunei

tadaa! saya bgmbr dgn ngah shj mama jgn jeles ok

 Halamak!!
how come aku lupa nk amik pics pengantin lam iphone. ada lam camera.
sibuk amik gmbr si chantek aku jek!


everything was smooth n ok!. haa nyesal tak amik gmbr dgn radzi n riza bebyk! dgn radzi satu pun xde.
pengantin n adik beradik dia.... smooth + flawless skin guna chanel ...makin lah smgt bkobar2 nak beli chanel. wangi sangat pipi dorang. i envy. cuma aku beli tak reti sgt pakai...nk buat jd secantik flawless tu,beli N guna MAC.. i tgk mcm foundation biasa saja.last2 sng lg pakai my bb cream.  nakk jugak!

tisya tdo lam car pegi n balik..she didnt vomit and im so relief. previous road trip she vomitted twice n cried loud, that was raya last year, on way back to belawai. this trip, i actually reserved several outfits in case she vomitted.
on the way back, slept on hubby's lap...tisya slept on my chest! hubby tido duduk lah...sweet tak tiga beranak ni? ?

pura2 tido tak nak bgmbr dgn mama

tgk tu saja tgk tmpt lain

huhuhu posing tak nak tgk camera

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Aku rindu....

Dalam hati ni ada byk org utk aku rindu dan sayang..
Im blessed to have all of them.. Fmly n frens..

Masa ni tgh rindu kt si chantek aku.. Terbyg2 kerenah dia..yg suka sembunyi tepi sukut2 sejak akhir2 ni.. Blaja dr aku lah tu.
Huhu x sbr balik nk berpelok bergomol2 dgn tisya chantek..

Td lunch xde geng. Ahhh dh keja suma independent. Bab tu ok lagi,kekdg rs cm
Bodo jek, bab lauk sama kat cafe tak ok.
Rindu kt kawan2 yg jauh d mata dekat di hati.. Walaupun sesekala je contact namun mereka ttp di hati..
Walaupun dkt 5 thn dh aku keja???Kenangan dgn kwn mmg best.What the???almost 5 thn since abis Degree..Mcm x percaya...Lama dh aku abis blaja. Tgk skrg ramai gak yg amik Master n some on e way gi PHD. Sungguh bertuah baby dlm perut mak dia tgh buat Master.

Rindu nk balik studyyyy!!! Haha berangan jek! Xde hati pun nk serius sambong!

Mothers day & si gigi tumbuh

Happy mothers day to all mothers outside there..! Masa tisya lam perut celeb kt imperial hotel buffet lunch... Last yt kt umah kot. Thn ni pun kt umah sbb tisya chantek demam. Jgn "inggar rAsa" or meluat k hehe sbb i panggil my girl si chantek kt umah.. Sbb bagi i dia lah budak chantek d mata i.

Thn ni ada 2 mothers day cake... Due to both parties not knowing one had bought one.
Ingat nak santai mkn keluar end up kt umah kfc, cake n lauk2. I pn xde plan nk msk pape sbb dh budget nk mkn kuar je.

Sbb tisya tumbuh gigi blkg yg ke-12.. Demam kali ni lama. Pagi tu panas betul bdn dia, mcm oven.. Cool fever pn haus dek panAs bdn dia. Dh masuk hari ke 4. Sgt lah jrg dia dmm, plg lama pn 1-2hari jek. Letak towel basah kt dahi. So i sms mom x jadik keluar. Mana tak smlm dmm we bwk jmp doc, pegi buat passport, main kt mcd permy, visit our house yg tgh renovate, ptg kuar lagik pegi tailor... Mana tak nyer xde rest my cha..

Sesungguh ny sgt lah best ada baby girl ni... Shes means everything :))