Aktiviti aku masa kecik2 dulu.

Pagi khamis tu bcrita aktiviti masa kecik2 wit colleague. Aku pn imbau blik kenangan lama...

Kt umah nenek(rumah ni dh x wujud lagi...)::

1)Panjat pokok mangga, bgayut kt dahan nyer. Sbb pokok ni rendang jer.

2)Pasang umpan cacing kt mata kail, skrg ni leh menjerit pjg tgk cacing. Kecik2 dulu ok jer,daring. n pstu gi ngail kolam blkg rumah, nenek laki aku la yg korek tanah carik cacing. Yg aku xpt lupa masa ni penah sekali tu ngail, aku hayun mata kail dr belakang nk amik effect joran tu pegi jauh kt kolam, alih2 mata kail tkena adik ppuan aku nyer pipi, tsangkut.aku tarik2 apsal berat smcm ek? Rupa2 nyer ada budak meraung kt blkg. Ish2 tragis tul. Nsib bukan kena mata. Cian adik aku. Ikan puyu/ haruan yg kitorg dpt jd mknn kucing. Seronok tau ada experience ni. Adik2 laki aku antara list2 ni sumer mungkin buaian jer dorg penah rasa.

3) Pstu kitorg ada buaian tau.. Buaian sndiri nenek aku btukang!! Serba boleh nenek laki aku! Ada 3 buaian,tmpt asing2. Sbb kwsn rumah tu luas sgt. Mana nk crik nenek laki best cm tu? Hehehe.

4)Ada kwsn luas utk main n lukis "palapek".ada game ni kt smjg, yg kita lukis petak2 square n lompat2.
5)bawak blik kambing2 nenek aku ke kandang, yg ringan jer kambing ringan jer ok..

6)cuba panjat pokok kelapa yg tinggi tp x berjaya. ada 3 lebih pokok kelapa kt kawasan situ. Tgk lam tv sng jer..tp aku x bjaya :(((
 Lasak tak aku?

7)tangkap dragonfly or "kontet" guna jari. Smp mati kerna rosakkAn sayap dia

8) tangkap butterfly, jrg sekali dpt jmp yg cantik. Kalau jmp mmg excited nk tngkap. N aku kejam, xingat mcm mana aku buat dia jelirkan lidah butterfly yg kecil2, sng nk dpt dia, n aku rs aku cabut lidah tu. Mmg kejam n kerap buat isk2. Unscrupulous person!!!aku juz ingat kejam2.

9)main badminton, ni biasa jer

10)jalan kaki ke kedai blkg rumah..dlm masa yg sama takut kena kejar anjing..hobi nak bli guli colorful utk mainan

aktiviti n kenangan aku yg cukup berharga semasa tinggal rumah nenek..budak2 n zaman my brothers skrg main PS, game, depan pc, komik...zaman anak aku tisya ni nnt cmner lak yek??? Dh parents aku pindh rumah sendiri...aktiviti aku pn tuka gak ler..main basikal.. pelihara bbrp jenis pets- burung, kura2, cats.. ikan...witness my cat beranak..

My friday.

Few mins td..aku kata nk o/l jap jer. skrg start menulis dh. aktivits aku tuk hari ini::

1) lunch gi bank -  lega..

2) balik keja cuci gmbr - pkr plg hepi utk hari ni ! hahah kemajuan. sebab apa? last aku cuci gmbr mcm 2 tahun yg lepas. itu pun gmbr akad nikah. cayer x...gmbr sanding x cuci langsung. nasib baik ada custom album as hard copy!!! sbb ape??? sbb aku nk print yg terbaik je, byk sgt pics. huhuhu. itulah...nyesal2.. so hari ni aku tiba smgt nk gi pilih gmbr outing 2nd annvrsry.. n few pics yg ada masa aku gave birth dgn chantek aku, gmbr my acha dr kecik..tp x byk...sbb ni bukan h/disk yg byk mnyimpan suma memory. drp xder...at least ada gaks bits n pieces!! lepas ni aku tekad...nk print ckit2 week by week...kalau x smp 3 thn kawin pn memory spjg nyer x berprint...

3)aku realize masa nk give birth...muka aku kembang2, mata kembang2..aku nangis ker? x ingat. ada kot sehari seblm tu, sbb risau baby x kuar.  n aku rs sgt hodoh masa tu...segala2 nmpk x best.

4)mlm ni jln dgn fmly...Acha aku.. xhenti2 berjln..penat aku...dr tingkat 4 smp ke ground floor...aku bkejar ataupun dukung dia jer. itupun dia ronta2 nk dilepas kan n berjln2.asyik nk berjalan jer, xtakut lak kat org, suka tgk toddler lain, nk ngikut. lepas tu jd perhatian SA kt parkson tu... ehehe. aku rs xnak dh bawak dia jln esok, tunggu bapa dia balik...penatttt...slalu xpenah pun mcm ni????huwaa..

5)my hubby x jd balik esok...postpone lak plan nk gi mkn dimsum. n plan nk gi swimming..

2nd Wedding Anniversary...

                               

                 Heloo.... genap 2 tahun our marriage 13, Dec 2010.

my husben bapa yg penyayang, n pandai menguruskan anak ! bertuah.. heheh sbb tjwb jaga anak sama2. cuma bgn malam aku byk lagi kot skrg?  hihi. Ok dh kawin ni x sama mcm bercinta dulu... still in love.. situasi lain, tjwb yg dipikul lagi besar. byk dh lalu bersama..aku berdoa agar Allah memberkati dan merahmati perkahwinan kami. OK..

xper kay tangan aku gemuk semcm..isk2.. tulaa x exercise..

 acha syg kecil aku....1thn 2 bln. dh pndai berjalan masa masuk 1thn. suka suap mknn dlm mulut org. paham beberapa jenis arahan, spt "cha give mama/bapak/nenek/etc", "cha tdo, cha wait, cha mandi, cha come here,cha pray, cha eat/mkn, cha sit down"

skrg pandai tlg ngelap lantai guna kain ke kertas ker...mak aku cite, ada time dia suka2 tumpahkan susu dia, n amik kain utk saja2 lap. suka makan coklat, tp x suka cake. sgt manja. dh pandai salam org. lurus jer tangan dia nk salam org n cium tgn nenek2/auntie uncle dia. tdo pun senang dh skrg. dh ada 8 gigi. suka nasik grg, sup kentang ayam tomato carrot, or sup oat, betik, tembikai. mee grg suka gak. owh tidak!! makanan x sihatt....

pandai cari botol susu n hisap sndiri masa tido. xpelu pgg botol utk dia wpun dia tdo. marah aku bila aku witness dia terpeot. suka nk pakai heels aku, atau apa2 shoe wear aku lah.. heee. suka berjalan. suka main kt taman. ok itu jer aku ingat...nite ppl n blogger. :)

Nenek Besday.. ke 80 thn.

rock tak nenek aku...suka mkn pizza... hehehe. jrg kan nenek suka western ni.. ni pics few mths ago...

Alhamdulillah..hari ni, we all celeb bday nenek ... so i msk tuna pie, laksa..

yg ni in the making...x bake lg...x letak cheese lg as toppings

 

also i buat laksa swk... as u can see ada udang telur ayam...kuah xmasuk gmbr..fuhh penat weyy. perah2 santan...aku mmg lembik, hehe masak ok, tp bl part tidying tu...penatt..xtahan diri lama2....n lauk2 lain my mom buat nasi tomato, daging masak itam, ikan sweet sour...superwomen gak la my mom heheh leh msk byk2 x cm aku ni.

nasi tomato



 
lastly ni la dia...beday girl...heheheh.... semoga murah rezeki  & diberkati Allah..ice cream cake tu sedap... n ptg dh abesss

EL gel eyeliner

Cute tak?? hihi..aku suka sgt pakai eyeliner sbb mata aku leh nmpk besar kit. n rs mcm lg cantik kot (xper kan perasan sndiri ;p

 aku 1st time bertukat to gel eyeliner.. selama ni, guna liquid jer. n xpernah tukar pon..  1st try kt booth tu rs x confident sgt cos x pndai jek rs guna brush tuk apply eyeliner. pstu..bl cuci, smudge kt bawah mata nmpk gelap jer. sbb texture dia slightly different from liquid. Then ..aku rs nyesal lak bli, rs nk tukar to liquid..harga sama jek.. cuma xtau dpt tuka tak..n belum sentuh lgsg...

Dh pk2...give it  a try..sbb aku tgk ramai gak pakai gel n cantik gak hasil wpun liquid lg black n shining.
1st trial..yes! aku bjaya guna brush dgn baik hehehe...  xnyesal lah beli.  Cuma kekurang nyer aku rs sng lagi bersih kan liquid... x smudge. N berus dia ni kdg2 rs kering sakit lak kena mata ku..kena la basahkan...

aku & vietnam

vietnam?? aku x penah gi pun...n aku wonder cmner rupe dorg? blaja geografi pn...tau location kat map je. hahaha.. so aku surf2 la n roughly i assume that dorg ni ala2 chinese... aku juz aware psl currency dorg rendah hehehe.

cita nyer cmniee...pagi td aku g pantry. dtg la sorg engineer laki ni...aku pikir dia tgh tggu aku buat air. so i say, oow u nk buat air. dia pun  reply lam bhs swk campo2. he asked "u dpmnt mana?". sapa nama. n dia kata.. dia ingat aku interchange student from vietnam! adoiiiii......the issue isss...... ni kali kedua tau... org assume cm tu. 1st masa kt usm penang dulu. then i replied " laaa sukati jerr..." tp xde la marah pon. lucu.. org tu pun nmpk lucu2 jer. hehehe. dia kata" eh betul, dulu ada interchange student kt sini dr vietnam.. mcm u, chinese look". hahhaah lucu... pstu aku pn malas nk bckp pjg n berlalu.... x friendly sungguh lah aku ni kan?

p/s:masa kt png dulu tu pun...org tu assume aku aku interchange student dr vietnam. isk heran aku. ramai gak ker interchange dr vietnam gi malaysia ni???? waaa.... kalau org ckp cm cine tu ok jer, dh lali.

weekends...baking n cooking

Ok...weekend lepas..aku demam. n ovulation pain...i bet u rarely or never heard about ovulation pain right?  sakit sesgt..haiya...kalah period pain. next time nk consult gynae semula. takut lak lead to something else...nauzubillah.  last aku gi, doctor ckp it's normal..cos subur..n nk tau detail surf  ok!hehehe. xde mood je rs oleh demam. nasib demam tu aku x brp teruk...gigil kit n tired. rugi wiken aku. wpun gitu..aku smgt nk buat resipi lain lak... 

                                                               

ok ni diaa....my baked macaroni... presentation x la sebrp , heheH nk cept dh lapaaa nk dinner.. macaroni with tuna.. as our dinner. mmm...radzi kata sgt sedap ehehe...dia suka verison white sauce n cheesy ni.  kdg2 kepuasan memasak ni(for me laa) bukan utk myself but for my family who enjoyed the dish!! mom dad sis kata not bad, nice..1st aku taste adoii... mesti hubby x minat..nasib dia xder.. cos menu ni western + cheezy + white sauce nyer version. me n hubby suka pedas pedas.. xpe lain kali guna tuna pedas + potato laks.

ok ni lak ni lam process.... chilled cheese cake.... yg aku ckp aku x puas makan, my mom buat masa raya haji ari tu. so mlm lepas dinner baked macaroni tu.. me n radzi buat cheese cake lak. simple sgt n sedap! tp agak cairrr....

Raya Haji..leisure..

Ni pics me n bayoh ..bez fren i sek. men dulu... shes back to attend her sis's wedd..xsempt lak bgmbr wit her 2 lil babies.hubby xde..so i n cha jer with her fmly. cha sgt lah behave...1st time aku bwk cha kuar wit my fren..sbb before ni aku tkut kwn aku yg xde baby.. x biasa dgn kerenah baby...maklum lah nangis..x tahan lam stroller n etc. nebes gak 1st time sorg2 bwk cha dgn org yg dia x kenal..
alih2 dia diam2 je... n x berani nk bjln pun hehehe...so tpksa carry..

 ok ni aktiviti raya haji... mkn kenyang tido ..jln ..best bwk baby main....cha x nak balik...suka main..1st time bwk dia main kt beach + tmn...
hari ni me n hubby nk gi tgk harry potter laks... yey!

Biotherm Cream and Biotherm Serum review

Currently tried the new range of Biotherm Cream, which is blue in color. so far i simply love the texture..smooth n nice fragrant. I tried on the Serum samples, but, myb I'm not suitable with the serum.. because i notice that i have the symptom of pimples the next day after applying the serum.  The serum texture is much better than Skin Food Agave Cactus serum.. the texture feels so much smooth, rich in texture. Can feel  the difference the first time I applied it on my face. Waa... I would love to continue using this... but then...will have to see if my skin is suitable for the serum after few more times applying the serum.

esok raya haji

aku rs penat nih..tisya dh tido...dpt lah type ckit..esok raya haji..aku terpk nk buat pie.tuna pie or chicken pie.  resipi nyer dr asmah. before ni aku xde kesemptn pun nk buat. maklumla sejak ada maid umah nenek, aku rs sng nk kuar wiken n tak terikat utk cooking weekends.. laz wiken pn buat bawal stim jer.
 

Wa...why so difficult to find a time to write ?

last2 ended up baca forum.

1st anniversary as Mama & Papa

1154am ..8 oct 2009.

History...setahun yg lepas, bermaksud dh sethn aku jadi seorg mak / ibu/mama.

Happy Birthday Batrisyia anak mama...

sape nk baca...cita aku pjg tis time..

due 6 oct 2009.

Sebak...masa menaip.. entah kenapa..dgr lagi lagu Perwira yg Radzi mainkan dr bilik sebelah..cepat sungguh yer masa berlalu...

7 oct pagi, check up 40minggu dgn doc..me 60kg. baby 3.55kg. belum ada tanda2 baby kuar.. wpun perut dah keras according to doctor... gi bfast kt awang mahyan pastu, n nangis...hehehe sbb risaukan baby x keluar lg.. emo2. dia kin bsr lam tummy. takut berak lam perut lah apa (dahal period cycle aku 32-35days, but guna edd cycle 28days). balik nyer buat solat hajat.. baca yasin..mintk segala mudh n selamat..

8 oct 230am..air ketuban pecah..gerak hubby.."syg..air ketuban mek pecah". siap2 gi clinic.. yg x tahan nyer.. aku sempt tegor, " aik gi clinic mok juak pake gel rambut? " tgh2 malam buta. dh berus gigi, rilek2 cuci muka, rebus telur, buat air. 330am smp MCMC. nurse timbang berat 61kg masa tu (now 47kg). uih.... kalau dikenang....nk kembali ke zmn 61kg one day nnt...pjg menung...

td aku kata sebak kan..skrg rs lucu cita benda2 ni...malu pn ada... adakah ini makna nyer x cukup matang lg?

pas timbang, masuk bilik  for 2 person. sbb bilik for 1 person dh full. x lama pas tu my parent arrive. hari ni, radzi pmr, paper sejarah ke ape the next day. x ingt. nurse mulakan operasi monitor heart beat baby and contraction pain. check bukaan baru 1cm, x rasa sakit apa lg. smp 6 lebih blom ada rs sakit2. so kol 7 induce + drip. sbb doctor srh. nurse pun cucuk jari lg. sakit you..tak suka. lam kol 8 ada la rs sakit, then hilang. n doc pn dtg. dia pecahkan abis air ketuban. masa tu baru 2cm jer x silap aku. dia estimate aku beranak kol 2pm. kira sejam 1cm buka la kot. caya tak, aku lam mind nk pesan hubby gi beli mcd sbb kol 2 lama lagi masa tu baru kol 8. tp sbb lepas tu sakit tu sentiasa dtg hilang aku x nak hubby jauh drp aku. kejap2 aku pnggil dia tlg alih position aku. rs berat sgt nk pusin or angkat sendiri.

doc. tnye nk inject thn sakit tak. sbb skrg pn aku dh mula rs sakit..nnt lg sakit kata dia. dia bg time discuss n pk. i ask him normal ke kalau inject thn sakit, bcos aku yg biasa dgr epidural. tp x bleh buat lmbt kena cept, becos suntik lmbt nnt takut dekat masa nk push baby n x btenaga / bkesn sbb ngantok.

p/s: mmg x sama dgn epidural..ni yg biasa je. x se powerful epidural

lam 9am-inject thn sakit +inject thn muntah. mkn mee kejap.. pstu muntah mee tu.riuh jap ler. ish2 mmg strong la ubat tu, aku rs mabuk jer.. nk tdo. contraction pain hilang dtg..kepala hang2 rs, mcm rs mabuk express. tp situ mmg ok, entah brp kali tukar cadar aku. nurse muda2 trainee tu x mrh pun. nsib dpt trainee baik2. masa ni dh sakit la. aku rs dh increase gak qty drip water tu.. nk bg cept bukaan. baca gak doa n zikir2 masa ni..

lam 1050am..lebih kuat sakit. nk kencing tp pndai x larat rs nk gi toilet.. cos kena angkut sekali drip2 water  inject tu. nurse tu ler, ckp ada air kencing lagi ..kena kencing sbb if tak.. susah masa nk deliver nnt. oleh krn dia rs aku ssh nk angkt gi kencing, dia ckp nnt dia tlg buat. so d tolak gi labour room. dia salur hose kencing..cet sakit kit buat ni...nyesal aku. masa ni makin kuat dh sakit. serba x kena ke kiri ke kanan. mak aku n hubby masuk dlm. aku mrh kt hubby sbb sibuk srh aku jaga drip water tu, smbil mrh tu heheh smp bdarah ckit tgn.. sbb aku asyik bgerak kanan kiri. yela dia concern benda tu aku rs cm bebelan lak..aku dh tgh nahan sakit. kesannyer 2mggu lebam tu baru ilang.

ok lam labour room ni, ada 3 nurse trainee, 2 senior nurse..malu aku masaa tu... doctor x smp lagi, until dh dekat2 nk beranak..

lam tempoh labour room ni dh kuat sakit.. tp bru 7cm. senior nurse tu srh try push. sbb aku asyik rs nk tberak2 jer. tp lam mind aku "aik xkan nk push skrg, bru 7cm, slalu nyer dh 10cm bru push". aku buat2 push. sbb x confiden sgt dgn nurse tu. yg nurse2 lain ckp belum nmpk lg kepala. ok aku pn disuruh ngiring utk kurangkan rasa nk berak. tp kan.. bl pk2 balik... ngiring tu yg kuat rs nk tberak2. ada ler lam 2-3 kali kot try push..but aku x sungguh2... x berani you blum 10cm. aku tnye nurse mana doc.? dia ckp doc dtg bila dekt masa, sbb dia byk keja.. if dorg pggl awal pn dia akan tny sudah nmpk kepala belum? saat2 ni sengsara lah..bila aku kenang balik...

lam labour room ni suma tertumpu dgn aku...malu siot.. dgn rs diri yg messy..dorg yg tgk ..

1120-aku tgk jam. doc masuk. dia ckp "ok, now show time" sambil psg glove dia. dia check bukaan . dia ckp dh boleh dh. dia ajar mcm mn push dlm masa yg singkt (nasib gak, aku da baca2 internet cmner nk push n baru lam 5 hari lepas ker visit kwn aku yg bru giv birth, adala idea). if nk hrpkan nk terima lesson masa singkt dgn sakit2 nyer..mmg tak dan lah. dagu ke dada, hubby peluk dr blkg. kaki bertahan kt besi (lebam 2mggu jer rs kaki sbb lama sgt bthn kt besi ni). dr saat nurse2 tu srh aku try push dh letak kaki kt benda besi tu. entah pape jerr..... x pernah aku dgr org srh push bl x cukup 10cm. slalu nyer d suruh tahan..ni x di suruh cuba. geramzzz..!

masa ni, nurse2 lain bg semangat .  call my name berulang kali. haha mmg supportive. mak aku takut .. dia tgk dr jauh, dia geli2 nk tgk. doc ckp"bila sakit ktk push, ada 45secs sela, teran mcm berak keras" hubby aku je kt belakang pegang bahu. 

doc kata "u ni x masuk ajar. lain ajar lain buat" hahaha.. sbb aku x pndai push. doc tu kata "xpa boleh forceps, jgn risau", "hilang tenaga dh ktk". i replied " doc, sik maukk forcepss". aku yakin aku lg ada tenaga, cuma aku x confiden nk teran.

doc tu pun tekan2 perut aku. n aku ada dgr bunyi gunting tp x rasa apa. lam mind aku pecah abis la kt "situ" pas ni. n aku takut rs nk neran kuat... pendek kata x confident (cm2 lah dlm mind sbnr nya). doc tu pun bg smpt ckp " dh nmpk kepala". sedangkan aku tahu dia psycho jer. heheheh.. so trick dia x menjd. aku rs adalah dlm 3 kali cubaan yg x jadi...

then doc " sikda air selusuh kah ktk?". mak aku panic gak.. nk srh my dad gi carik air selusuh masa tu. but lam hati  aku yakin "Allah akan tlg aku..mesti blh, aku ada berdoa masa pregnnt aku yakin Allah mdgr n akan bantu". tahu gak doc. cina ni air selusuh.

hmm..ok pstu aku pn tutup mata n focus. sbb aku xnak forcep or nk bagi panic mak aku yg mmg sng panic tu. masa contraction pain dtg lg, aku push n aku juz dgr apa dorg ckp " continue continue continue.." maksudnyer dlm neran tu teran habis jgn berhenti. aku masih tutup mata.. until tahu baby dh habis keluar. Alhamdulillah. 1154am. aku tgk kt bawah dia putih n lagi berdarah... hubby cium aku n menitiskan air mata, x lama pas tu my mom cium. masa baby kuar mmg xde rs sakit apa or rs "hot flush". sakit dia masa contraction tu mmg kuat. sakit rs mcm period pain d perut. ada org sakit nyer di pinggang. aku tang perut.

then doc tekan perut utk kuarkan uri. ok x rasa sakit juz rs ada benda besar keluar. sbb few of my fren ckp dia tekan perut kuarkan uri sakit, n some of them effect smp hari ni. Alhamdulillah sgt2 mine xder.

masa jahit doc said " xda susah pun ktk beranak, luka pun sikit shj". i asked " brp degree tear?" dia ckp bukan 2 bukan 3. ok means 1st degree tear. tp yg pelik..luka sikit but pedih lama wpun doc ckp dh sembuh luka/jahitan. xphm..

ok then masa jahit dia bg baby utk alih attn aku. 3.1kg healthy baby girl. but aku still rs ngilu nk di jahit, dpt rs benang d tarik, of cos ada inject be4 jahit. batrisyia sungguh cute...mata dia menengok dgn perasaan ingin tahu, apa nie.. apa jadi ni, kt mana ni?

last part, dia tekan perut utk kuarkan darah beku. dpt rs benda2 kuar.. 1230pm kuar labour room. ok part berpantang start...hari tu mmg x sng tidor aku. pee pun malam..tu pun kena srh. sbb aku rs geli sgt nk gi try pee. masa turun katil.. pitam jer rs.. baik ada hubby utk papah...the next day timbang 55kg.

hubby aku ckp.. xde la teruk sgt aku beranak. isk2... dia rs aku tak sesakit yg digmbrkan org lain ataupun dia mejin. buttt tetap sakit ok syg !! sakitttt...wpun nmpk mcm mek x sakit...becos i tak jerit2..seboleh2 nya diam.. n berzikir.

mase type ni...rs syahdu lak ngenang baby girl yg aku lahirkan tu...sekian.

Lewat Petang....

hm.. ptg td don't seem to feel everything is right...aku rs ntah papa.. aku upset, and i've to learn to bear with annoying people.. made me think,  one day i'm in your shoe, can I be better or turn out to be like you? I've met many nicer and humble person who are even successful... wish to follow their steps and keep aside all the grudges. N yes, I was very outspoken this evening.. bukan nk buat u terasa..but drp hypocrite.. bodek juz bcos @$&^@%&^@*

Another part, tomorrow is Cha's bday.. kept thinking how to celeb her 1st bday... thought of buying oreo cheese cake ( aku yg fevret ;p), pizzass...celeb at home wud be the best option for this age, celeb outside, freedom and time limitation.. birthday present? since 2hours lunch break, wanna search for toys that comes with pictures + sounds.. or something towards education. my dad suggest 'bears' sbb aku xpenah bagi dia bnda2 cmtu.......COS........ i've never like puppets/bears since i'm a grown up girl... it's about their eyes, no matter cute.. i can't sleep at night looking at them. Batrisyia is the same.. dulu my mom ada bli puppet kecik2.. n dia takut nangis disuruh main puppet tu... :) ..

Our own house..soon..moving..

Yey yey!! rumah yg aku n hubby beli before kawin.. dh siap, nk masuk bila2pun bleh...of course nk register bil air/electric dulu..

end sept, kitaorg gi opening ceremony for our house launching.. n kitorg menang cabutan bertuah lagi hihihi..aku anggap aku lah yg bertuah wpun nama hubby yg di sebut.. sbb, aku yg berdoa masa cabutan dibuat..actually rezeki both le.. dpt la jugak bwk home theatre balik.. ni baru kali ketiga dpt lucky draw, 1st masa kt uni, then dinner company, then house launching ni.. Alhamdulillah...

skrg ni mcm2 lah yg ada lam mind nk beli nk deco rumah... but since blnja besar.. aku pn nak bli benda2 basic dulu... lam hati ni mmg x sbr rasa.. x sabar part deco rumah sndiri, brg2 sendiri utk rumah...n nk rase relax kt rumah yg di beli dgn hasil titik peluh sendiri wpun x semewah rumah org lain, JADI MEM TO OUR OWN HOME ~~

Raya 2010 in Belawai

Selamat Hari Raya frenzz...

Ok.. we reached belawai, my hub's village a day before raya..as both can't take leave.. and he juz came back frm offshore. 

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  manis senyuman anak dara aku hihihi

5 hrs plus drive to reach Sibu - Tisya vomitted twice.. and she cried loud ! 

I'm worried...because journey is still long way, another 3 hrs to reach Sibu, frm Sibu another 1 hour to Sarikei express...then another 1 hour in express to reach belawai ! 

1st day raya kot? pas collect angpau....kt sini evy house yg we gi akan sembur perfume dgn batrisyia.. adat nymbut anak sulung, gitu2 lah. kt miri xde adat ni. so wangi all the way.... languange dorg pn x same tauuu....

ni last day of me n cha...kt express tgu. her dad continue holiday for another 2 days.. aku dh keja esok nyer..wit mil & sil.. balik dr sibu me n cha naik flight.... seb baik cha x ngis or sakit telinga lam flight.. Alhamdulillah

Tisya walked !

YESHH.... so happy to see my Tisya can walk few steps ahead.. previously she can manage to walk 2-3steps, but today she made 8 steps for several times ! and I'll be waiting in front to embrace her after she finished steps. another 14days before her 1st birthday, do you think she'll be able to walk by herself on her 1st bday?

at least her dad can watch her progress before leaving for offshore next mth! another 14days before her 1st birthday!

Cha had ayam kurma with potato and rice as her evening dinner, n now she's zZZZZzzzzzzzz

Note **parents duty - encourage my child by making them practice.. because sometimes they are not aware of their capabilities until we encourage and polish their abilities!

My 1st open house..??

Ok..actually unplanned.. Aku inform helmi, I'll prepare laksa swk hari dia balik dr kpg.. tup2 dia pesan buat extra sbb few friends dia nk dtg beraya.. luckily cukup kuah ..n aku mmg bli paste extra for my fmly n  nenek. tp gmbr kuah nyer aku x amik..n ingredients dia plak lam tupperware purple tu.

Kira 1st open house kecil2an aku lah..sbb aku xpernah prepare utk org lain,  i guess lam 10 friends yg mkn..hi hi hi...

kalau rumah sendiri cmner nk buat open house yer? setkt 10 org close friends ok lg..tp kalau ramai.. "sik terkaber air aku". buat sng, nmpk mudh.. kalau sorg2 buat ? berasa gak.. preparation dia byk...udang rebus,buang kulit, ayam racik2, telur dadar ..telur rebus, sambal nyer lg..kuah santan nyer..

ni ler ant. anak our friends yg dtg..termasuk anak aku kt atas tu... sama tahun, tisya awal 2 bulan jer...tisya excited tgk ramai org mlm tu, pndai buat 2 steps tanpa pegang apa2 dtg ke arah aku..hehe comel....

p/s; tisya  belum pndai berjln lagi...cuma sgt manja.. pndai bagi pipi dia utk di cium..

Menu Tisya - Tomato Oat Soup, fried fillet/fish/chicken

My Cha is bored with her porridge menu.. Coincidently, saw Catlina's new menu for her baby. Now..me Got a new recipe for my baby ! Tomato Oat Sup.. the smell was appetizing n delicious. Lucikly my dotter like it...

Cha starts to consume varieties of food when she joined us for "break fasting". She stands in the middle between me n hubby.. n starts choosing our dish on the table to be hers.

Favorite dish at village was fried fish..she rejects rice, but chewing+swallow the fish well! She throws rice from her mouth. At this age, she can and prefer to eat soft rice instead of porridge.

Non working days.. I prepared her dish: chicken soups..fish or fillet or chicken fried..carrot porridge..tomato soup oat + carrot (to be alternate with broccoli).

Brought the wrong cables!

Instead of bringing my USB Cable, i brought my camera charger ! what a waste.. no wonder my handbag is so full. Seems that my plan to upload pics to FB & Blog would prolonged again. *SIGH*.

My lovess...and pics...

KEJA...

Ok..aku bosan.. sbb Raya mood tp lg di office...

sunyi giler floor aku ni! sume org dh balik n kluar. Atas tu pics aku dgn Amy buka posa kt Sekinchan, d setiawangsa...sedappp sgt.....muke aku pucat..hahah abis keje, mandi ..chau.. x sempt nk touch up.

PLEASURE..

ni plak my best friends kt usm ..Apid ..Kila yg di sayangi....rindu bila tgk gmbr nih!

Julia..n anak dia yg sgt manja kt aku ! dat's why I ADORE Baby girl

wit darling syg....plan ke genting x jadi syg, so naik cruise je lah.. bila mok gi lg?

 

Cuti? anyone?

Managed to get 1 day leave for raya.. tu pun ps nego n make sure keja siap be4 dateline.
missed my old job..n ex bos yg sporting, suka blanje ! here ok, cuma nk catch up with datelines. tight je my workload ps ni.. ni lah cuti raya plg pendek n ssh nk dpt spjg aku bkerja...

watever it is, I'm still hepi..rezeki..Alhamdulillah. after raya baru indulge with my new environment.

Cha O Cha

Fun to see n to be with  Batrisyia sepjg dia membesar... menjangkau umur sethn...aku rs aku suka sgt baby girl, sbb i think baby girl sgt manja n attached to her mom.

jealousy - bl tgk jer her dad peluk aku dia confirm dtg, n marah.. tolak2 her dad's head.. jeles. to make sure dia leh nmpk aku.. kdg2 smp nngis heheeh.. n dia lak cium muka aku or lentok bdn kat aku.. manjaa tull....nk ganti tmpt her dad n nak attn for her only.

aku tgk henpon pun kdg2 xleh... use her head to cover my view on, n kdg2 cium bibir aku lak.. sbb nk alih perhatian aku drp henpon. bl dia tau attn aku dh kt dia, dia gelak... heee...manja tull...... tp i love it ! kdg2 rimas gak sbb nk surf henpon pn not permitted hahaha...

proctective - sbb kalau tgk her dad eksen2 gigit tgn aku ke.. dia akan mrh n tolak her dad from touchering her mom heehe.. tp kalau aku pukul2 her dad konon2, dia ikut jer action aku.. x marah pn her dad kena pukul by mama..

sehari lepas balik aku drp training, aku perasan dia dh pndai clap hands bersama. before ni je nyanyi " clap, clap your hands".. smbil buat action kt tgn dia.. now dia dh pndai. comel... cha gelak hepi je bila clap hands.

gigi masuk 4, yg ke tiga dh kuar separuh..

if me/daddy masuk bilik - dia akan pointing using her finger

ok still takut org.. kene cubit pipi, oleh org lain menahan rs jer dia nk nngis..last2 burst out gak..

KL - Sekinchan - buka puasa

Traing kt kl...x lama pon lam 4hari, tp bosan plak! stay area bintang walk.

yg paling gerun, 1st day kt hotel x pt tdo..hotel tu scary tul aku rs, rs x safety enough. area lift suram, door key pn "canggih" sgt, ssh nk open. so 1st night tiap2 sejam aku bgn... n ended up restless masa training, nsib pt excuse balik awal ptg tu. 1st time aku alami benda ni hahaha...Alhamdulillah dh selamat..

Plg best, aku n Amy.. ber GPS guna iphone (xde gps gadget atau pemandu arah).sesat2 jap nk kuar gi jln ampang. cari SEKINCHAN ikan bakar,area setiawangsa yg aku tgk kt tv3. OK! rating utk situ , mmg sedap!! ikan n udang supposed to be fresh. mcm rugi lak aku xjd amik ketam...mkn pn dh cukup kenyang. terbyg2 lak wajah serina mkn isi ketam yg manis. ok menu aku berbuka puasa ptg ni pn ikan bakar dgn sambal home made :D.

Pstu berbuka dgn bayoh wit her hubby n girl..laz day berbuka dgn bos n colleague..

mm masa berbuka dgn bos, 1st time aku rasa kari ayam hijau. not bad ler! tp apsal aku x terpk nk snap gmbr yer? btw mmg ssh la upload gmbr guna bband ni, tggu ada streamyx!

ok my laz day, berbuka on the way bjln  ke kapal terbang (sah x sbr2 nk berbuka). cek2 aku salah route. ptt belok kiri, aku ke kanan...adoi mmg maghrib ni kene hati2... xpsl2 pndai belok ikut org ramai2 ke knn. nasib perasan awal. pstu berlari2 lah aku ke arah sebelah satu lg..nebes  imagine tertinggal flight. pstu kan, tiket aku yg printout sbb o/l checkin diamik india td, masa nk naik flight crew tu nk cek balik ticket. cuak lak sbb baru terpk apsal india td x bg travel ticket aku semula, lam hati marah. atas flight... aiee... nk amik mknn, kan ker tiket india td amik. owh... nasib baik dorg ada copy list name n menu mknn yg d beli. haha masa ni fikiran celaru.

ok daa... tisya kacau aku type..aku ingt nk story sal dia later..nakal tul cyg kecil ni !

Puasa, Ramadhan... apa beza nyer kali ni?

Bismilllah....Thn ke 2 berpuasa dgn hubby, n dh tmbh sorg ahli

Bln puasa ni... berbeza dr laz yr, laz yr aku posa gak masa sarat2 tu. Mmg dh ckp kt sendiri nk posa, n berthn selagi mampu. Alhamdulillah... laz yr berjaya posa n terawih. Dh mind set, good for the baby, good for me..takut nnt x larat ganti posa, terawih as in exercise mudhkan jalan give birth. Insya Allah... eh aku x pernah lg  update sini exp. give birth..

Yes thn ni perut kosong hehehe. x berat berjln...tp pgalaman pregnnt masa Ramadhan mmg aku suka..n aku rs nk benda yg sama utk nxt baby, asal jgn la 1st trimester..if muntah2 tu, adoi... mmg tak dan lah aku nk posa. hehe penat mmg penat...hrp2 aku masih kuat if doa aku ni makbul. Dulu be4 preg cha, pn aku dh terpk berhrp nk preg sarat masa ramadhan.. x sngka dimakbul kan.

Adakah aku citer ni mcm riak ker? huhuhu. x kot, lg pun yg baca blog aku x ramai.. adik2 aku , n sorg dua kawan...lgpun aku nk share shj. maklum ler bezfren kt sini hubby jer..n tmpt ke 2 bciter kt blog hahhaha...

Thn ni, aku rs pn x membazir byk juadah puasa mcm laz yr..

thn ni, aku try lagi buat sagu gula melaka...tettt sng rupe nyer. aku jer yg dh lama x rebus sagu tu...huhu kena google lak check knp sagu aku  berejam2 nk masak.

thn ni, aku x g masjid...sapa nk jaga anak lak? buat terawih sorg kt umah, ok gak... cuma pahala makmum tak dpt..

thn ni aku nk buat biskut kecil2an... hahah entah berjaya x? if i alone..start buat makmur sbb sng sgt.cuma perlukan masa..n cuma dpt buat mlm..atau gi umah parent aku buat ramai2 situ.

Thn ni aku baju kurung ready made je..hmm. almost every yr laz min hntr kain...mana nk siap on time? satu je baju tempah. oklah kot, sbb raya kpg hubby...

thn ni...selama 27 tahun inilah kali pertama aku beraya tanpa mak bapak adik2 nenek atok wa aku...mngkin raya 5-6 baru jmp dorg..

ok daa ~~~

Death sentence for abandoned baby?

Biar betul? Cruel, heartless.. ppl made mistakes.. but is it necessary for u to put death sentence to these offenders?  It's too heavy...should give them the chance to repent.

I don't trust this would work out in solving or dwindling the cases. Those are teenagers and very young women without stable income. If they have income.. surely go for abortion, and if older should be wiser on what action to take for their wedlock baby. Myb sent to orphanges house.. Just imagine at your age of 18? how would you react? They are just scared.

They killed babies and u sentenced them to death? Do we achieve anything out of this punishment? macam istilah hutang darah d bayar darah lak. I guess those offenders deserves to be given 2nd chance... and sent for rehabilitation.

Ok for those who had wedlock baby, keep your baby! not easy to be pregnant, carrying baby in your womb, give birth..endure with all the pains. Even ppl talk now, they will stop later. Say you don't want the baby, give to others!

Kl trip..asal menulis sbb xpt tdo

ssh nyer aku nk online skrg... mcm malas tul nk open the laptop..connect the setup n bla2.. nk update guna iphone pun aku x rajin type guna keyboard iphone...hehhehee..


trip aku ke KL... best.. aku spend a lot. wpun benda2 nyer xde lah nmpk byk..  boleh ar kira honeymoon gaks sbb me n hubby jer.. hihihi. laz yr g KK pn dgn baby 3bln lam perut.

meet my best frenszz...amy. apid kila julia,  tp masing2 bz.. so xbyk spend masa wit dorg. apid kila sempt dinner jap jer..

aku sempt spend more time dgn Julia.. bez fren dr sek.men dulu. tdo umah dia smlm...anak dia manja dgn aku..hehe smpai x nak dgn mak dia plak..cute sgt...asyik pnggil aku "kakak" n hulur tgn dia mintak dukung... hihi kalau cha ader ni, mesti berebut jeles

dgn amy ..pas dinner mlm tu, nxt day dia hntr we gi airport...cuma x sempt citer byk..bcoss.... jam n kitorg gerak lewat... nervous lam mind aku tertinggal flight, x sempt check in be4 counter tutup.byk lak zikir aku masa tuh ehheheeh....

cett...ruper nyer mobile check in air asia kena buat 48hrs be4 cmtu.. n internet at least 4 jam be4... maklum lah since pregnnt laz yr x kemana2 dh...so xupdated dgn  min. hrs leh check in online..

aku nk upload gmbr2 tp slow sgt digi ni... nnt lah IF ada masa upload...

Excited !

A precise word to describe me now... yesterday just realized that, it's been 2 yrs since my last trip to KL. was in Aug 2008 - attending Bayoh's wedding dgn Miza and jln2 kl...ada hubby (belum jd lagik), belli door gift utk  our wedd in dec 2009, jumpa kila, tp rs nyer masa tu aku x sempt nk visit Apid n baby..or kwn lain, aku pn x.ingat the reason behind. hmm.. masa aku d kl tu gak aku dpt offer keja yg baru..yes suddenly everything flashed back in mind.

wpun dgn keadaan aku yg "kekurangan" ni... wpun tis time rs nyer shopping budget aku will be restricted. hotel pn baru settle book yesterday, tu pun yg 1st choice dh fully booked.

really hope dpt jln2 cari mkn yg best...yg biasa aku suka zaman dulu2 are Chili's, TGI, Nando's, Burger King..secret recipe (dh ada 2 kt miri). yes, still gila kan cakess...sedappp..

cari mknn kt gerai yg sedap2, nk carik ikan keli bakar kuah asam yg best mcm masa aku keja kt SS22/21 Petaling Jaya... sedappp..or mcm rumah kedai kt Nibong Tebal... n byk lg lah aku rs.. hahhaa apa2 yg xde kt miri... actually masa keja KL tu...ada byk lg...

hihihi hrp2 masih ingt perhentian mana yg ptt d amik kt LRT n Monorail... 

2 tahun yg lepas tempoh aku membina keluarga..n now dh da sorg baby chomel berusia hmpir 10bln..x terasa.. n last week dh smbut bday aku. 

whatever it is, wishing that vacation me n hubby went smoothly, happy and safe :)

Batrisyia dh pndai bye bye

Batrisyia dh pandai melambai tangan.. hehehe...cute sgtt....
cos aku we salu bawak dia bye2 kt nenek dia masuk keter drive balik..

so asal sebut bye2 tgn dia pun lambai... pndai lambai her dad gi kerja..lambai nenek balik umah..

n latest dh pandai geleng2 kepala means NO. bila x nak makan dia geleng2 kepala. atau kdg2 saja2 geleng.

AKU NK TGGU DIA PANDAI TEPUK TANGAN LAGI..... daaa~~

Writing is Ease of Mind

Each time I  wrote.. it's a way to ease the mind..drift me away from something bothering or burdening me. and I felt more comfortable.. there are times I don't have BFF around, I can't have the righteous person to speak with.

I dont feel right.. I dont feel being myself.. I tend to be suscpetible

I Agree..with  this person.whom  I personally loved his writing, eloquent thoughts + clear + mature + informative + technical and emotional blended inside. He's once told that writing, for certain people is the pleasure and in a way relief your boredom. Mind you, although his writing doesn't reflects his true self.

SAYA NAK MELAWAT MELAKA

HI.. ni Giveaway from AfishaMaya.. baru ada kesempatan nk join.. kalau dpt best gak since aku mmg ada plan nk ke Melaka masa trip ke KL Aug ni...

To Maya.. Salam perkenalan :)

Saya dh masuk 9 bln..

Heeloo.... Batrisyia dh 8 bln lebih

very attached to me...

Nk update kit.. anak dara aku yg sgt manja kt aku. Tdo nangis..sume nk aku pujuk. kalau my hubby yg pujuk...msih menangis. Penat gak aku. 2nd choice dia my mom, then her daddy/grandpa.. pape pun dia ttp chomel :).. tak pt ku byg kan kalau ada twins n manja mcm ni.. ceria, suka ketawa senyum...ehhee tp dgn fmly members je...jual mahal ler Cha ni syg..

1) 7 bln and plus2- bru start merangkak.. prefer lg bertiti / menginsut dr merangkak. suka berdiri kacau brg2 atas meja mekap aku

2) 8 bln and plus2- duduk, baru2 ni baru nampak gigi dia kuar ..yg kt bawah ehehhe

3) shy girl kot ? or takut org? sbb sgt memilih org.. biasa nya peluk erat aku sbb x nak org lain bawak dia.. hahaha even my sis pun dia cmtu..alahaii... dgn her dad pn kdg2 cmtu..

4) more baby talk yg cute2 - mam mam mam .. berdehem je tegor org, n ada lg yg aku x pandai tiru hihihi

5) Consider as slim - 6.7 kg jer until now..adoii.

6) hobi gigit brg .. menarik lapik meja..

7) pandai bergurau..dan ketawa. spt biasa org ttn jer dpt buat dia ketawa ehehe...cian anak aku no

8) suka makan cake( like me). hehe which is not healthy for babies. bg ckit jer

Prince of Persia:The Sand of Time - best!!

It's been quite sometimes I didn't go for movies! This movie is really a blast! You should consider to watch this... best sgt... introduction pn menarik... n x bosan.. penuh je plot2 cerita all the way!

Hero and heroin hensem and cantik sgtt.... love themm...and ada twist kat ending of the story..

Danstan : Hero..Hensemm...humble, x mengikut arahan, berfikir dgn cept and tindakan yg bijak

Princess Thamina :Heroin..so pretty... n sexy looks, i think she got sexy lips

Kemaafan

Aku dgr ceramah dr. fadzillah kamsah... dia interv abby abadi. psl kemaafan and 1o benefits yg kita dpt bila memaafkan org lain. spt pintu rezeki terbuka n byk lg. Aku tertarik n terpk...selama ni aku ckp ok dh maafkan, TAPI...

ada istilah " dapat maafkan, sukar melupakan" . does it mean, we've totally forgiven him/her? masih bersisa kat hati?

mcm cerita Adamaya - tv3... Adam husben Maya... for me, very2 forgiving..bini dh tau curang beberapa kali.. tp demi cinta.. dia x berdendam pun (marah of course lah!!) , malahan ttp tunjukkan betapa dia sygkan Maya.. well cerita... realiti? aku pn x tau...ada ke lelaki yg begitu cool

ok balik to topic td.. Abby ckp kalau 1, 2, 3..10 ok maafkan. tapi kalau dh ke 100 kali buat benda yg sama patut tak dia maafkan? Dr. fadzillah reply " soklan bagus, kita buat dosa berapa ribu kali? Allah ttp ampunkan asal kita bertaubat... maha pemurah dan maha kaya Allah.. Subhanallah. "awak rs ada tak org yg perlu maafkan awak?"

Aku bukan nk citer sal rumahtangga org.. aku nk ckp sal memaafkan org lain ..atas tu hanya mukadimah

So tips dr.fadzillah kamsah :

1st: masa solat, berdoa agar Allah jadikan hati kita hati yg pemaaf agar org lain pun Allah akan lembutkan hati turut memaafkan diri kita.. sbb dosa kat Allah boleh "Kaw team" kalau mintak ampun bertaubat.. tapi dosa kt org lain? kita kena selalu minta kt Allah..n berhajat..sbb dia suka kita minta

2nd: sentiasa memaafkan org sekeliling. agar hati org lain terbuka memaafkan kita.

kdg2 kita pendam, pas tu meletup one day. (rasa sng tak utk memaaf tanpa dipinta? sbb kita ada ego masing2 atau kita sering mendpt pujian yg buat kita rasa kita lg elok, or myb sesorg tu dh aniaya kita/tlepas ckp ..tersindir ker)

Senario 1:

"aku rs aku lebih baik dr dia" . cth : aku smyg subuh.. dia tak.. aku lg pandai ngaji.. dia tajwid pn x betul. dia study pun x ke mana . n bla bla bla

Senario 2:

" aku rasa aku x salah... dia mula dulu, buat apa aku mintak maaf dulu?"

cth lain: yg aku penah dgr drp dr. fadzillah gak.. ibu bapa pun harus minta maaf.. jgn ego kalau kita tahu kita salah.. aku hrp aku akan mengamalkannya.. hati yg lembut memaafkan anak2 tanpa di minta. hrp2 masa tu tiba aku dh lg matang.

3rd: sentiasa minta maaf spy kita jd humble

Kesimpulan : aku pn insan biasa.. aku pn x lari dari kejadian2 di atas.

Sepi...

Selamat Hari Gawai!!!

Cuti Gawai..rs kosong lah plak... family aku sumer gi vacation ..tinggal aku, hubby, batrisyia n nenek2 aku... bila g umah parent aku...aik sunyi lak!!! xder sapa... ataupun bila kt bilik... slalu dgr bunyi gate terbuka...n kalau rajin2 tgk kt tingkap, my mom ke dtg melawat... ataupon cina sblh umah ..

Eyes, Oh my Eyes..

My eyes... I need something to brighten my eyes, and lessen the EYEBAGS.. also fine lines under the eyes ( ni myb x gentle enough guna make up remover, main sapu jer face cotton tu)

entah ar,why lately aku notice my eyes x sihat, tu pun after aku few times view gmbr2 aku, mybe tidur x mcm dulu, dpt tido straight. every night bgn buat susu..

ni pun dh few times aku tukar eye cream...cos semua cause milea/eye seeds tu, oily sgt kot. smp malas2 n ragu2 nk try brand apa

kali ni cuba Skin Food nyer eye serum plak. x penah try eye cream dia. belum smp smggu lagi pakai.. tp aku rs atas kelopak mata aku ada cerah sikit. ataupun perasaan ku jer.

Ok lah so far cause eye seeds tu...

Beautician SkII counter tu lak ckp.. eyebags ni xde product yg dpt hilangkan.. dia kata kena healthy life style.. less oily foods, enough sleep.. n rest for the eyes..tu jer advise dia yg aku ingat :) ada lg kot.

CUTE PINK BABIES CONTEST

Salam semua, IbuQisQas menganjurkan Cute Pink Babies Contest sempena birthday pertama anak dia -Sharifah Nayli Qasrina. Happy Birthday to you Nayli !!

Jom join contest ni !! Ikut Link ni...

Pesanan Ku buat Anakku

Batrisyia, You are the precious diamond,

Mama will shower you with all the Love heart-fully.

The one who stand by you no matter what.

Mama shall never stop to pray & shall never give up in guiding you to opt for the right path in life..

May you have a blessed life ahead. Amin.

Ma hopes that, One day... when you're grown up.. you may encounter this entry.

Nama Baby : Batrisyia Binti Helmi Umur : 7 Bln D.O.B: 8 Oct 2009

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